Losing Myself

Pouring out my heart

So later on into our relationship things seems to be going good right ? Wrong !!! Things were not were it was supposed to be I tried to love n care for him as much as I could hell I even gotten to the point to where I would try in look sexy for him thinking he'll reconsider treating me the way he's doing it boy was I hella wrong lol the females was still there never was disrespectful to me just fw a lot of hoes. He has his days yk to where he would be sweet n caring always made me laugh made me fall more n more for him. I still love him n I'll always be there for him to where he'll always depend on me. He's one of those guys who don't speak about his feelings but if you leave he plays victim like he's the one hurt right now at the moment we're just strangers bc he wants young freshman with no mind sense of how boys act but I don't ever bother him I just let him be hoping one day he would come to realization that I was one of them one who would give him the world but I never gotten the same treatment or I did but just n his language