Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous
I couldn't speak
"Hey!"
"..."
"Hey Milo"
"Oh H-hi"
"You're my classmate in Research right?"
"U-hm y-ye-s"
"Can I borrow your notes?"
"....."
"Please"
"S-su-re"
"Thanks!"
"A-ah y-yeah y-you're w-wel-come"
In that very moment I found the one and
My life had found its missing piece
Since then, we become close. She tells me every secret she posses. She narrates me her life, her everything. And I became her shoulder to cry on. And I know I should tell her the same. But I just can't tell her yet.
So as long as I live I'll love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
"Happy Birthday Milken!" As I took the blindfold off her face.
She blinks, roaming her eyes, she cries.
I just brought her to the place she fantasize the most.
A place surrounded by fireflies while under the beam of the moonlight.
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
"Thank you so much Milo!" As she was hugging me then kiss my cheeks as she says her gratitude.
And as I watch her fantasize the place all I can say that
She looks so beautiful in her white dress. She looks like an angel in a magical place.
What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this ring I say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
With all my heart I mean every word
"Happy 2nd Friendship Anniversary Milo!" As she hugs me.
"Happy 2nd Friendship Anniversay too Milken!" As I hug her back.
Then She breaks free from the hug. Then handed me a gift. A watch. I kissed her cheeks as a thank you. Then I handed her my gift. A necklace with a ring as a pendant. A symbol of something peculiar.
So as long as I lived I'll love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in White
And for now till my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in White
Tonight
Then one fateful night. You barged into my house crying your heart out. Bringing a news that shattered my whole world.
"M-milo..."
"Oh what happened Milken? Are you alright?"
She just cries. As if she has been burdened by something unimaginable.
"Hey what's wrong? Tell me, come on. I'm worried."
"Milo.... I'm pregnant. I'm sorry."
It wrecked something inside me. And little did I know. She breaks my most fragile organ, my heart.
"I'm sorry I should have listen to you. I should have follow everything that you'd say. I'm so sorry Milo."
Can you love me? That's all that I've wished for.
"No, it's alright. Everything's going to be alright. Don't cry now. We're going to go through this together. That's what friends are for, right?"
Yeah. Friends. Just friends.
And if our daughter's what our future hold
I hope she has your eyes
Finds love like you and I did
We raised her together. We provide everything she needs. Everything she could asked for. The love, shelter and care she deserve. And I give them everything I had. Everything that it starts to hunt me down. Because I know, after everything I give, it's still not enough. I am still not enough. I still can't replace him. She still loves him.
That's why I sent them back to him. Because I know he's ready enough to protect them, to make them happy, that I will not be needed anymore.
And as I walked her down the aisle, her taking her walk to the love of her life. And me taking the walk away from them. Letting them go. And all I can wish for them is a happy life and for our daughter, I wish her to find love like you and I did. And after all, you still look Beautiful in White.
~Fin~
-annyeongimnicaaa
