The Silent Voice

A Place to Stay

I'm sitting there silently crying into Denis' shoulder.

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if I can let him or any of the pals, into my life. Everyone I let in either hurt me or gets hurt.

I feel Denis hug me tighter as I think those questions. I suddenly hear someone.

"Hey, Denis. I got th-," the voice said.

Denis moved out of the way revleaing Corl. Corl saw Denis and me with tears in our eyes and he began to worry. He then saw my still bloody arm, and dropped the coffee to rush to me and hold me tight.

Never in my life have I ever felt this loved. I always thought no one will ever love me because I'm different. I guess I was wrong; and with that I held Denis and Corl close to me, not wanting to let go.

Denis then got up and tool out his phone. "I'm going to call the ambulance so Sub can get his arm stiched up."

As soon as I heard that, I quickly got to my feet and slapped Denis' phone out of his hand.

He looked at me confused. I just shook my head 'no' to him and hugged him again.

After a while Corl and Denis helped me walk, and took me to Sketch's place. Sketch isn't far from the park so we got there pretty quick.

Denis opened the door when we got there and set me on the couch. Ethan and Sketch came running down the stairs with a bat thinking that we where an intruder. They saw Denis and gave him a confused look, then they saw me and their eyes widen.

Denis and Corl ran to the kitchen to get me a rag, so they can clean my cuts and get the first aid kit.

Sketch and Ethan ran to me and asked what happened.

I finally felt that I had to tell them. So I got out a note book that was in my bag and wrote down this.

Guys, I have to tell you this. I have been keeping it a secret for too long. I've been cutting myself. Only because of my mom. She killed my dad and she abuses me because I'm like my dad. Because I'm mute. I always thought that no one loved me so I never said anything. But now I know that's not true, and that I want to live. I don't want to die, and I don't want to lose you guy's.

At that moment Alex bursted through the door with bags saying,"HONEY. I home.."

He saw me and panicked because he also saw everyone with tears in there eyes and blood and their hands because they where cleaning my cuts.

Ethan gave him the note I wrote and instantly broke into tears. He then ran to me and hugged me. He hugged me so tight that I thought I was going explode.

"Sub, love you so much, and seeing you like this breaks my heart. I will protect you; and I will give you love. Just please, please don't leave me," he pleaded as he fell to his knees crying. He isn't even looking me in the eyes.

I can't take this heart break anymore. I knew I loved Alex, I just thought he didn't like me the same way; but now that I know for sure I feel an eurge to kiss him.

I pick up his chin so he's facing me. The tears in his eyes hurt me. I then kissed him on the lips. He was in shock but then melted into the kiss.

Our lips moved in sinc as the kiss grow deeper. I cupped his checks with my hands as he put his arms around my neck.

We broke the kiss and we where both a blushing mess. I felt something that I haven't felt in a long time. I felt happy.

"Sub, does that mean you want to be my boyfriend?" Alex asked looking into my eyes. I smiled, for once in a long time, and nodded my head yes.

I was so caught up with Alex that I didn't notice that my arm was wrapped up in a nice and tight wrap. I look up and also see Denis, Corl, Sketch, and Ethan looking at me smiling.

"Man Sub, I never seen you smile like that before; and I never knew you had the guts to go and kiss a guy," Sketch said smirking.

I wrote in my note book saying; well would you rather have me kiss Ethan like you did yesterday.

He turned red along with Ethan and yelled,"I'M GOING TO KILL YOU SUB. YOU PROMISED NOT TO TELL ANYONE ABOUT YHAT!!!!"

I got up and ran outside with Sketch close behind. I was so happy that I didn't care if Sketch hated me for that.

After a while Sketch was out of, again. Alex called the cops and got my mom arrested while Sketch was chasing me. I stayed with Sketch till Alex went back to England. Me and Alex stayed together happy as can be up in England.

I'm always happy now and have the biggest smile. I'm glad for my life and for the friends and boyfriend, that loves me for who I am.

~The End~

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-Gabbi