Her.

Chapter 1.

I wake up at 5:00am, one hour before my alarm was supposed to go off. I usually never wake up earlier than I'm supposed to but apparently today I did. I jump off my bed and hit the showers. I'm so nervous for today.

"Get your shit together Lauren! its gonna be fine,"

When I get out of the shower I can hear my alarm go off so I run to turn it off but hit my toe on the edge of the bed.

"FUCK!!"

I slam my hand on the alarm clock, then suddenly my door swings open. I wasn't surprised when I saw who was standing in the door way. Chris..

"Lauren are you okay?! I heard you screaming from downstairs" he says chocked.

"ahah its okay I'm fine, I just hit my toe its nothing bad" I say smiling

" Are you sure? you scared the living hell out of me!"

"Hey look I'm fine, don't worry"

"Good and lauren?"

"Yeah?"

"You should probably cover yourself up better I can almost see your naked body and trust me it's not bad.."

"Then what is it?" I say raising my right eyebrow.

"Erm i'm your baby brother so I don't really want to see all of that" He says winking.

I walk up to the door and close it. Its 6:30 now and I should probably get ready. I'm the type of person who dosen't really care that much about my makeup or what I wear, so I put on some black high waisted shorts and a lana del ray t-shirt. I brush my hair and put it up in a pony tail, I skiped makeup today even tho its a big day I just didn't feel like it.

I run down stairs and see my family sitting at the dinner table eating their breakfast expect for my mom which isn't a big of a surprise. She's really stressed about today and I can't really blame her but god woman you need to calm down. I find her walking around in the living room while talking to someone one the phone. I can hear her mumbling but I can't really make out any words of what she's saying. I walk up to her and take the phone out of her hand.

"Who were you talking to on the phone??" I ask while raising my right eyebrow.

"It was the headmaster of your collage sweetie, I just want you to be safe and comfortable while you're there"

"omg mom really! I'm gonna be fine okay? It's not so far from here you can visit me anytime you want!" I say while hugging her.

"I know..I know i'm just not ready to let go of my little girl.."

"Mom don't cry omg! it's gonna be okay.. promise. I'm 17 I can handle myself and I will call you every night."

"Okay thats fair I guess, have you had breakfast yet?" she asks smiling.

"No not yet, I was about to but I noticed that you weren't there so I went looking for you"

"Aww okay then lets go get something to eat shall we?"

I had some cereal and two pancakes, I have no idea how I could eat that much beacuse I usaully don't eat breakfast in the morning. Maybe its just the nerves kicking in, who knows? I mean i should be excited not nervous, I never get nervous its just something that dosen't happen to me. I help cleaning up in the kitchen and then I run upstairs to brush my teeth and grab my stuff. I decieded to pack two bags because I figured I could grab everything else when I've figured everything out. I take my phone out of my pocket and look at the time. it says 7:30 perfect! I have to be there at 8:30 and its a 30 min drive. I double check everything and everything seems perfect but I can't find my fucking car keys!

"Mom! Have you seen my car keys?!"

"Did you check your closet they usually end up there after parties!" She yells from downstairs.

"Okay thanks!!"

I check my closet and of course. How come my mom is alwasýs right when it comes to stuff like this, I really need to organize better ugh. Once again my door swings open but this time it isn't chris. I get tackled by my little sister. I fall to the floor with her on top of me.

"Taylor!!!"

"Don't leave omg please don't leave I'm gonna miss you so much" She says sobbing in to my shoulder.

"Hey don't cry its gonna be okay, its not that far from here. We can skype every night if you want?" I say kissing her head.

"Yeah okay that sounds good, what collage are you going to?" she asks with her face burried in my chest.

"It's called University Of Miami, it sounds pretty cool! but tay tay i think you need to get off me now I have to leave now otherwise I'll be late and thats baaaad."

She jumps off me and helpes me carry down my two bags, I turn around and switch of the lights to my room while locking it, ugh I'm gonna miss my family so much but I have to do this. I've worked my ass of to get in to this stupid thing, yeah i know its kinda hard to believe that I Lauren Jauregui has good grades but what can i say? If my grades are good then I get to do what ever the fuck I want so these a plus side with being good in school ahah even tho it sucks.

I open the trunk to my car and put all of my stuff in there, I let my little sister ride with me there becuase it's gonna be a while until i see her so I wanted to spend my last few mins with her. After all she's my best friend.

--------------(Author note)----------

Hi Guys!! I hope you like the first chapter! Its my first fanfiction and if you have any comments please tell me xx

-OJ @camxjauregui