Just give me one good reason to live, to love... please...
I know ,the sin I'm going to commit is unforgivable and is the direct ticket to hell, but where I'm living is no less than hell.
"Just go to hell, Yuki ....illegitimate child"
She spat on my face harshly, just mumbled the last two words.
"Well, this place is no less than hell, and you didn't need to mumble the last two words, you know, I'm used to it."
I said and after that I got what I expected. A slap. Well, I'm used to it too. Funny right?
I don't know whether 'this' is going to give any happiness or not but today I'm going to escape from this pain. Call me a coward, because I escaped and didn't have enough courage to stand and fight, but today I truly don't care what you think, because for once I want to think for myself.
Nobody wants to kill themselves. It's the situation that kills them from inside, kills the heart and it's that time where our mind also supports our heart. And both of the them trigger everything emotions, feelings, thoughts and when the final command is passed, our mere human body just follows that command. Victim of feelings and emotions faces the harsh reality and slowly dies, engulfing the pain. But the offender never dies, it remains, all the experience, all the thoughts, feelings remains as if immortal.
... Wait what the fuck I'm talking about even, it doesn't even matter.
I even don't know why I'm writing and what I'm writing.
I'm writing nonsense, as usual i couldnt express it.
I should tear this paper. I should. Just like my life.
I'm tired.
Bye Bye.
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