Love Drug

Thinking of You

6:00 am Tuesday

I woke up to the cool breeze that went through my open window. I let out a stretch and a loud yawn. Just after I took my phone to check if she left a message.

New Text Message
From: Zoe

Good Morning Yoongs~ wakey wakeey !! You said you needed to wake up early because you're going somewhere important. Hope this message wakes you up.  ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 

A huge smile came out of my face as her sweet text delighted me.

Never in my life have I felt this way towards someone in a short period of time. From the first time I saw her, it felt like I saw an angel. She's definitely my type, she's kind, funny, mostly nervous. But as I'm getting to know her, it feels like I want to talk to her and see her more frequently.

I stood up, didn't care to fix my bed. My dog quickly ran into my room wagging it's tail excitedly. "Hey Holly" I said as I stroke its head.

"Alrighty, let's make breakfast" I head to the kitchen first preparing Holly's food.

Feels like yesterday I didn't want to move a muscle. It seemed like I didn't had anything to look forward to, so the thought of it made me lazy. But now, I look forward to seeing Zoe again, and it looks like I'm up and ready for it.

The girl makes me smile, laugh, and even question why. Why does she have such an angelic face? At the same time she's so kind.

"Ruff" Holly barks in excitement as I lend it the plate. "Here you go boy"

The thought of Zoe makes me want to fall, fall in love again. Maybe she's different, not like the others. Maybe she'll love and appreciate me at my best and at my worst.

"I feel like a teenager that wants a girlfriend so bad" I chuckled as I pet Holly. Then I took my phone to respond to her.

To: Zoe
Sent: Now

Hey~ Good news. The message woke me up. You're up early? Thought it was your day off. Also, send me the selfie that we took yesterday. I'd like to see it

I groaned as I stretched afterwards.
"Huh, I almost forgot about the song." I looked at the desk where my laptop was. "well, breakfast first" I shrugged as I took a box of cereal and milk.

"Why can't I spend 1 freaking minute not thinking about her?" I checked my phone, waiting for a reply. "Guess she's busy" I started to eat.

The cereal tastes off, it wasn't crunchy at all. "Bleaaahk!" This is disgusting! "Aigoo, its expired"

I went to the kitchen and threw the box away.  "Serves you darn right" I said to the box of cereal

"Mmmmmh-why does she take so long to respond?" I went to the couch and lazed around. "Holly-ah do you think she unlikes me?" I look at Holly who seems to be chewing on the rug

"This is dumb. I need to see her, its eager but, I want to, and I get what I want." I sighed outloud " yea- I should call her. Or not, maybe no? W- yes?"

I tossed the pillows around "Aaaaaa why do you make me feel like this?" I said as I stared at our conversation on the phone last night.

(( Conversation ))

Me: Hey, I'm home. Are you? ㅋㅋㅋ

Zoe: Yup, I actually just got in. Thanks again for the pizza ~

Me: No prob. I'll be glad to treat you more often. You have work tomorrow?

Zoe: Well, Sunday and Tuesday its my day off. How bout you? Going somewhere?

Me: I think so, but not really sure. Do you stay up late? I know it's a random question but yea ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Zoe: Tbh I don't. I prefer sleeping around 10-11. I bet you sleep pretty late working on the songs

Me: Yea, I'm a night person ㅋㅋ and you should sleep. Its almost 11, wouldn't want to ruin your sleep schedule miss.

Zoe: Riiiight, I'm going to sleep.

Me: Goodnight then.

Zoe: Why'd you kiss me?

Me: uh, you see....

Zoe: do you, like me? Like weren't you drunk when you did that? ㅋㅋㅋ. But no seriously T^T don't confuse me!

Me: would I kiss you if I didn't?

Zoe: point stated. Well goodnight then! Talk to you tomorrow ㅋㅋㅋ

Me: Cool, sleep well~

(( end ))

What does she mean don't confuse me? Was the kiss to much? Was I too straightforward? How come she didn't react that much?

"Yah too much questions" I said as I head to the bathroom. "I'm going to see her today."