My Hidden Son

Why Me?

My life has been turned upside down. Mom is deathly sick, and I don't know what to do. We cannot afford a doctor because all our money goes to food, or maybe clothes once a month. What an I supposed to do?  Life on the Outer Provinces is hard enough as it is. With our limited resources, no one has medicine to spare. I just have to need to faith that she will one day soon, hopefully, she'll get better.I have two older siblings but they are of no help to me anymore. My older brother, Keonmi, is twenty and has gone to war again. I have no way to know if he is dead or alive. My older sister Sasha, is nineteen and is expecting her third child any day now. I have one little brother, but he is only an infant. Mom can't leave us what would me and little brother do? I'm supposed to take care of the house and little brother but how can I ? I'm only 16 years old . After Mom  had little brother three months ago her legs gave away. She can no longer walk. With papa dead of fever she has not been the same. I will have to forage around and beg for I can no longer go to school my family needs me to much. I have to milk our one and only cow for Little brother. And on top of this my relationship is in danger because this bitch Elina wants my man, Keyomi.  My sister says not to worry but I have to I love him.  I mean I gave my V- card to this guy.

"Shona get your lazy ass up and out of  bed. We need to go."   

"My stomach has only been felling weird I don't need to go to the doctor."

It was no use she wasn't going to listen to me. I got out of bed and pulled on my favorite butt hugger's and my navy blue crop top. By the time we got there i was becoming nervous.  My sister says I'm  pregnant .  I'm only 18 i'm too  young to be a mom.

" Hello Shona, I am Docter Blizz the results have came in and you are 

Please be not..... Please be not....

" You are pregnant congratulations. You are a lucky woman I bet the father can't wait."

NO It can't be.