Friend zone again.....

The fall

People featuring in this chapter:

Jamie Scott- awesome, handsome, jaw dropping

Ashley Scott- Out going,sweet, kind, pretty

Riley Jones- AKA me, extra, cute, creative

I never really wanted much I only wanted him and today is the day I am going to make that possible. Jamie Scott the one boy I can't manage to get out of my head also better known as my best friend Ashley's brother. I know I know it's wrong for me to be going after her brother in my defense he is awesome. Almost forgot,my name is Riley Jones hopefully one day if this goes well I can call myself Mrs Scott.

Now deciding what to wear on a day like this, the day I tell Jamie how I feel about him I practiced it all night.. "Jamie I've been meaning to talk to you I wanted to say I really like you and you might not feel the same but I had to let you know that you my heart beat faster and slower at the same time, you make my tummy get so many butterflies, I can't say your name or look at you and not turn red I really like you." There we go my speech and now it is time to get to school because I just heard my mom hooting.

Ok so here I am at school and as I look across the hall way there he is I get a tad bit nervous, my hands start sweating and my heart beat rises but I know I can do it.. I go up to him and he flashes me with the cutest smile I have ever seen in my life and says:" Hi Rilez" I stare at him and ask myself did he just give me a nickname on the inside I'm screaming but on the outside I'm chilled.

As the tension starts to build I confess my feelings to Jamie I say my speech as prepared and give him a anxious smile and ask:" do you feel the same?" He looked at me and said:" at the moment I'm not exactly ready for a relationship I have a lot going on currently can we still be friends?" Then and there I looked at him turned around and I fell no joke, I'm not even kidding I fell and that was in front of everyone. Embarrassed now that's a understatement.