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I was still so shook after what happened between me and Siena, my heart still broken and my mind still wondering. I never thought the person I love so much could do that to me and hurt me so badly I thought we were best friends but turns out I was wrong. I always knew Siena and Cianté were close but not to this extent.
I am seeing Siena today and I don't know what to expect, I don't really want to see her it's going to be weird, very weird. I know I am at school before Siena so I am going to walk around with Val. Siena walks in and she looks at me than walks past me not saying a word I am emotionally over and done with life. My best friend is just something from the past and the loneliness is uprooted again. I look at her from a distance I couldn't help myself but I started crying to think we are over and done with, the love is gone, and now Cianté has my place in Siena's heart.
Siena is the one person who truly gets me, she keeps me sane, she makes me feel better all the time and now this is what is happening I lost her trust and she pushed me away. Nothing in my life makes sense anymore when I needed Siena most this is what happens my world breaking and falling down piece by piece. Everything I loved and cared about in life it's all gone and I can't bring it back.
My best friend is no more.... My feelings don't matter so I don't know why I even bother anymore, I'm always wrong for everything I do I give up.
And now the depression has suck in...
