Your First Time (Sarah Paulson x Reader)

Your First Time

Recently your long time friend Sarah found out that you are a virgin, you told her how scared and nervous you are about your first time and how you only want to have sex with someone you love. Sarah knew you had feelings for her and she felt the same way about you but she tried to hide it as she felt her career kept her too busy to be able to hold down a relationship but you were special to her and she couldn't resist you, she asked you if you would want her to help you. Confused, you asked her what she meant, she told you that she knew you liked her and that it would be something she'd enjoy doing if it meant she could make you happy and feel safe during your first time having sex. After a long conversation over the phone you both agreed on a day where she was off work. You hear a knock at your door and nervously make your way over, you're greeted by Sarah smiling at you, she walks in and hugs you tightly. After an hour or so of talking, she asks you if you want to go upstairs, you nod shyly as she takes your hand and walks you up and into your room. You both stand at the foot of your bed as she reassures you that you will be okay.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Sarah asked, gently placing her hand on your arm. You nod, looking deep into her eyes. She smiled, "okay then." She cupped your face and leaned in, kissing you softly. You moved forward and placed your hands on her shoulders, leaning into the kiss. Her lips were so soft and her kiss was so gentle. You felt Sarah's tongue on your lips where she wanted to deepen the kiss even more, you allowed her entrance and her tongue began to play with yours. You immediately felt yourself becoming wet, getting tingles in your most sensitive area. Sarah holds you close and starts to lay you down on the bed, running her hands down your body, she starts to lift up your shirt, you let her lift it over your head. Your lips collided again once it was off, she ran her hands down your body and back up to your breasts, you weren't wearing a bra so she started to gently tug at your nipples, slight moans escape your lips with each tug. Your lips part and Sarah stops to look into your eyes, "are you okay? Am I going to fast or?" She asked. You breath was already trembling, "it's perfect." You said quietly. She knew you were shy so she just smiled and kissed you again, "just tell me to stop if you don't want to carry on okay?" She said before moving down your body, kissing across your chest and taking one of your nipples into her mouth, she sucked on it gently and squeezed the other with her fingers. You start squirming underneath her, moaning at her every touch. You run your fingers through her hair with one hand and hold the top of her hand with your other. She continues to work down your body and starts to tug at your shorts, she pulls them down slowly, kissing down your legs while she does it. Once they were off she moved back up your body and placed an arm under your head to support you and to hold you during the next embrace, she traces circles on your stomach with her fingers and asks you if you're okay, you nod shyly, she then smiles lovingly at you. She moves her hand down and between your legs, you spread them both slowly, feeling nervous at her touch. "Hey, it's okay, you're doing great baby." She whispers to you before kissing you gently. She rests her forehead against yours and smiles, "are you ready?" She asks, "y-yeah." You say, through jagged breaths. She tells you to try and relax and to let her show you how good it feels. You smile at her, "I trust you Sarah." You say, feeling less shy. She slowly runs her finger up your drenched opening and gently strokes your sensitive core. "You're so wet for me baby." She whispers with a soft moan. Your hands grasp the vest she's wearing as her finger ran up your clit, moaning gently you buried your head into her shoulder. Sarah continued her movements of running her finger up your opening and across your clit, "You're so tight darling." She whispered into your ear. "Don't worry, tight is a good thing." She continued. "I think you're ready now." She said stroking your head gently with one hand while moving her other to your opening, "this might hurt a little but I promise you it will feel so good." She said, reassuring you through more whispers. You nodded, your head still buried into her shoulder and your hands still holding the fabric of her vest. Sarah slowly pushed a finger into you, you gasped and moaned loudly into her shoulder, she held her finger inside you for a short while, while you stretched around her. "Are you okay?" She asked, trying to ease your head back to look at you. "Y-Yeah I-I'm okay." You managed to say. "Why can't I look at you?" She asked in a gentle tone, "I'm too shy." You mutter. She eases your head back and kisses your lips lovingly. "You don't have to be shy around me baby, I promise." She said to you, stroking your cheek. "Just let it go, let that fear go and let me make love to you, I want to hear you moan. Moan and gasp and whimper." Sarah said as she slowly started to move her finger around inside you. You stare into her eyes, "I can't.. I mean, I'm too-" you pause to gasp at the movement of her finger, "I'm too embarrassed, knowing you're looking at me." You continue. Sarah smiles widely and leans in to kiss you again, moving her hand more to make her finger slowly thrust into you. You moan into the kiss and grab another fistful of her vest. With each thrust she pushes in deeper and deeper until your unable to kiss her because you're moaning too hard. She pulls her finger out of you and kisses your forehead. "No, why did you stop?!" You exclaim, worried you'd done something wrong. "Don't worry, I'm just moving to a better position." She said holding your hand to reassure you. Sarah climbed over you and kissed down your body until she was between your legs. She lifted them over her shoulders and kissed up your inner thigh until she came to your core. "Don't worry, okay?" She says to you, moving her hand up your body so you can hold it while she works. You nod and lean your head back, holding her hand in yours. Sarah slowly runs her tongue up your opening and up to your clit, it immediately earned her a loud moan from you. She focuses on your clit, running her tongue up it gently and sucking it between licks. You squeeze her hand and grab the sheets under you with the other. You moan at every little thing Sarah does to you, she used her free hand to push a finger inside you again, you whimper in pleasure at her touch, keeping her main focus on your clit, she starts to lick it faster while fingering you deeper, curling her fingers up to reach your deepest sensitive area. Your body trembles underneath her touch and you start to feel your first orgasm climbing. "Don't stop!" You begged her through heavy breaths and moans, she obeyed as she kept her pace, rubbing her finger against your sensitive upper wall in your vagina, licking and sucking at your clit, you walls begin to clench around her as she slows her pace down with her hand, you tremble under her as your clit becomes the most sensitive it's ever been and you feel a rush of pleasure race through your body, your legs shake and your back arches, you moan her name loudly before your body collapses at the end of your orgasm. Sarah licks up every drop of you, pulls her finger out of you and kisses up your body. She reaches your lips and kisses you passionately, "are you okay baby?" She asks you as she holds your shaking body close to her, you bury your head into her chest and catch your breath, "that was-absolutely incredible." You say between breaths. You didn't have to look at her but you knew she was smiling and she rested her head on yours and held you tightly. "I'm not done yet though so you just let me know when you've caught your breath darling." She says, surprising you, "there's more?" You say, lifting your head up to meet eyes with her. She nods as she moves her hand back down your drenched opening, "there was a reason I slowed down." She smiled warmly, "I wanna watch you cum." She said while stroking your face. "I don't know if I'm ready for you to look at me while you do it." You confess in a shy tone. She rests her forehead on yours and stares deeply into you eyes, "don't focus on the fact I'm watching, focus on my eyes and the things you're feeling." She says before pushing two fingers into you, you moan loudly and place both of your hands on her face, focusing your gaze on her eyes. She thrusts her fingers deeper into you, pushing up again your walls, your eyes locked on to each other, she curls her fingers up and against your deep sensitive wall, making your body tremble from the ecstasy of her touch. You moan loudly as you feel another orgasm building inside you, "you're doing great baby." Sarah says while never breaking eye contact with you, "I think I'm gonna cum." You whimper to her, "good, just a little more, come on." She says while rubbing her fingers against the roof of your vagina, the area that causes the most intense pleasure for you. She keeps her gaze fixated on you, as you do with her, the tension builds inside you, it feels like an inferno is burning inside you. Suddenly the orgasm shoots all over your body, your walls clenched around Sarah's fingers and your eyes squeezed shut as your ride through the orgasm, Sarah moaned as she could feel all the muscles inside you spasm over her touch. This orgasm was more intense than the first one and you were shaking through it for what felt like an eternity. After it passed, your body collapsed once again, Sarah slowly pulled her fingers out of you, making you whimper as they left you. She brought her hand up to your cheek and kissed you lovingly, you opened your eyes to see her staring at you with soft eyes. You eventually caught your breath and you stroked Sarah's face, "Sarah.. you're amazing." You say, she thanked you with a chuckle and lay back on the bed, taking you into her arms. You lay there in her arms and shiver at her gentle caressing of your back. She moves her fingers slowly across your skin, bringing her hand to your arm, she moves her head to look down into your eyes. "I love you." She confesses to you with a softly spoken voice, you feel your stomach turn to jelly, like a million butterflies flew through you at once. You immediately beam at her with a huge smile and kiss her lovingly, "I love you too Sarah." You say as your lips parted. "Maybe next time before we do this, we could get dinner or see a movie first" She laughs while stroking your cheek, "definitely." You respond as you nuzzle into your love and slowly fall asleep in her comforting and safe arms.