The Senior (A Harry Styles Fanfiction)

I've thrown the floor-length curtains to lay down peacefully on each sides of the window of my small room. The moon light has filled my dark room being the only source of light in my room. I liked the room I had back there more than this one. But oh well, everything has changed so I just have to cope with this small part of this big change. I have a notebook in front of me, lying in my desk. I keep playing with the pen in my hand for no reason at all. I have no idea why I'm staying here instead of sleeping, or picking up the outfit I have to wear for the first day in my new high school. The truth is that I'm not excited at all, and i'd rather spend my time thinking on what will I write in these blank letters than prepare my self for something I'm not happy about. And you know what, even if I had an idea on what to write, I couldn't still do that because I can't see a damn thing. it's just way too dark.

So yeah, I hope I didn't start too dramatic!

Hi, I'm Heaven Powell...no, like, my name's really like that, my parents decided to call me like this for unknown reasons to embarrass me further in these days, especially at the part when I don't know how to explain the fact that I'm named like this. Anyway I'm 16. I moved from Texas to another piece of the amazing land of the US (Indiana) because of my dad a month ago. He was left unemployed in the place we once lived, and we moved because some friend of his promised to help him find a job here. Hopefully he does, there's just too much stress in this house, my mom is worried as hell, and I just can't stand this non-helping for my dad-mood. My mom found a job as a tailor, and I have a job too, since I'm all grown up and seriously until my dad finds a job as promised, the economy of my house is trash, so I have to help. Thankfully a caffeteria accepted me. Someone has to pay the god damn bills.

Of course moving means changing lots of things, those things including my eduaction space too, a.k.a high school. It's my first day tomorrow, oh actually today, the clock just passed midnight. I'm going to be a sophomore, and want to know something, If I could wake up sick and in a near death situation, I'd gladly put my hand together, close my eyes, and thank Lord in silence with all my heart.

An unknown  place, full of kids who I don't know and seriously don't give a crap about, and a whole new town in the first place. I don't know how this is going to go but I'll just prepare myself for the worst and try to get some non beauty-sleep.

Oh how do I look, if you're expecting me to be the 5'10 blonde with blue eyes and amazing legs and body and that perfect breath-taking smile, the girl that is perfectly created by God, but has just to act insecure, because ya know, it's cool like that, you're WRONG!!

Brown eyes, brown long hair, not straight not curly not wavy, I just can't describe my hair, it's like my headphones wires, totally messed up.  Anyway ,my teeth are FINALLY fixed and all good....after having to keep some god damn rails on my teeth a.k.a braces for some good 2 years, I finally made it to have a normal smile. Love Harry Potter, love Nicholas Sparks, love John Green, yeah a love lover, *it has to exist somewhere right?* love Ariana Grande, love food alot. Maybe more than a lot. Give me the piece of lasagna and pizza and no one is going to get hurt. Sometimes I trip into my own feet. That's all I can sum up myself into. Okay, Bye!

Yeah, hold up.

So that's it. I'm going to close this notebook I have written nothing in, not that I had anything in my mind anyway, and get some non-beauty sleep, it's really like that so cope with me okay?

I open the covers and finally slide in wakening my cat a little, but once she positions herself back to comfort and falls asleep once again, i finally decide to sleep too.

I have to get ready for the big day tomorrow,right?

*Hope you liked it, english is not my first language so, sorry for any mistake, it's 1:00 AM.