We All Hurt

Chapter 2: The Truth

Hello my wonderful readers! Here it is! Chapter two. Same warning apply. This chapter is little more emotional and I somewhat cried when I was RPing this. So again, TRIGGER WARNING! Also this may cause more tears, more fangirling, and even more heavy breathing. Again this is commonly know as the "MAJOR FEELS". So here's some boxes of tissues. *Hands you 10 boxes of tissues* Trust me, you'll need them.

Tears welled up in the redhead's eyes. he pulled his scared wrists away from the raven reaper. "It's none of your damn effing business. And why do you even care? All you ever ask about is work." Grell's eyes were like daggers, piecing through William's skin.

William shot up from where he was kneeling and shoved out all the guards with a loud scream. "GET OUT!" The raven reaper slammed the door and turned to the redhead. He began to unbutton his shirt with a loud sigh.

Grell looked at the raven with confusion as he began to undress. 'Surely William T. Spears wouldn't use seduction to get information out of me.' The redhead thought to himself. He lowered his head and looked to the floor.

William opened his shirt and pulled it off. He opened his arms and took a deep breath. "Look at me. Look at my body." He said closing his eyes.

All over the raven reaper's torso and arms where deep gashes that turned into painful looking scars. On his chest were multiple burn scars. He was painfully thin. The taller reaper's stomach look like someone had scooped it out and his spine stuck out. His arms were so thin, you could see the outline of every vein he had and the shape of the bones.

"You are not the only one who wishes for death." William said with a shaky voice.

Grell slowly lifted his face and looked at the reaper in front of him. "W-Will..." The redhead stood up and lace his shaky hands on William beaten and scared up body. "W-Why would you...why?" Grell was completely lost for words. He inched closer to his superior and laid his head gently on the raven's boney chest.

The taller reaper had watched as Grell laid his head on his boney, scared up chest. "Why?" William began. "Because I hate myself, that's why." The raven reaper looked away from the redhead's gaze and sighed sadly. "Undertaker...he's not as nice as you think."

"Unny? What do you mean?" The redhead asked looking up at his superior.

"He beat me. He told me I was never good enough. The old bastard starved me. He even...raped me." Tears began to well up in the taller shinigami's eyes as he listed the things the cruel ancient reaper had done to him. "I've tried to kill myself multiple times. Pain killers. I have enough drugs in my body to bring down a full sized elephant. Yet, somehow, I'm still here."

"He...He did this to my beautiful Will?" The redhead said nearly breathless. Grell's knees buckled suddenly and he fell forward.

William caught the smaller reaper and gently brought them both to heir knees. He then took the crimson reaper's small hands in his large boney ones. "Grell, I understand the pain. But who causes you this horrid pain? Just tell me who they are and I'll kill them, I swear." The taller reaper whispered to Grell.

The redheaded reaper smiled bitterly and looked into William's green eyes. "That's just it." He said bitterly. "I don't want you to kill everyone at work. Or my darling Sebby..." Grell choked out the last part knowing William hated the demon. "Everybody is either disgusted by me or doesn't give a damn about me. I hate the looks and snickers from everyone when walk into work. And I'm sick of all those hateful notes." The crimson reaper squeezed William's hands and looked away. "For so long, I've wanted a sex-change...But after a few years of being put down and called these horrid names, I came to realize something. No amount of surgery could ever make me feel beautiful." The small reaper began to cry. "I hate that I'm just an inconvenience! Nobody loves me! And no one ever will!" The redhead's screams and cries broke through the thick silence.