It's Not How It Seems

It's Lies That Hurt The Most

I opened the closet door to find a box opened on the ground and many letters all over. I used that box to put all the card people give to me for birthdays and stuff. No one in the closet. Probably just a ghost. Although I probably shouldn't kid about that. I walk back to my desk and successfully close that ugly photo that was calling me a killer. ME? OUT OF EVERYONE IN THE WORLD! LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!

I brushed off that ugly little invasion of privacy. It's sad how we really have no privacy anymore and how FBI agents could be watching us through our cameras. That's a sad life having to watch people all day. Poor them. They should quit and give us back our privacy.

I woke up the next morning and went for breakfast. Cindy made some pancakes again. The kitchen smelled amazing obviously. Cindy turned on the TV and what a surprise another murder. But, this time I didn't have a nightmare.

"This just in! A 16-year-old student from Knight High, Jay Walker, has been found dead in the school's swimming pool. He was decapitated then pushed into the water, according to the authorities. Updates to come soon! Now here's Johnny with the news! Take it away Johnny!"

Oh god, I am not going into that pool anytime soon. Thank God I am done with PE. Wow well, Johnny, he was like biggest Fuck Boy in our school! He has gotten with almost every girl in our school if you know what I mean. I don't trust boys because of him. He can really break your heart in a million pieces and get away with it. Well, I guess he didn't this time. 

I walked into school. If you were wondering the police let go of the case towards me because of the lack of proof. Probably just some meatheads who blamed me because they hate my existence. I love that. I can be a Bitch to those that give me attitude. 

Everyone just kept on staring which is super annoying.

"Yes. Yup! It's me ya boy! I'm not in jail because unlike you knuckleheads I'm not cold-hearted enough to do something terrible to people! So mind your business and don't just assume things. Thank you for your cooperations!" I shouted at all them then gave them the finger. Which felt amazing. It's hard to feel bad when you almost don't like anybody at school

I walked into first period. I looked around the room filled with ugly people. They all disgust me as much as I disgust them.

"Squash! There you are!" shouted Rosie.

She got up and left school before me because she joined this new club. Apparently, she's the shit now at my school and I'm, obviously not. I'm the opposite. I'm shit and she's the shit. And that was the ugliest thought I've ever thought. But, I think it's funny how fast someone can become popular. What is popular in high school anyway? Like, why do people like you so much? It's high school, when we graduate we will forget half of the people we "associated" with here anyway.

"What did I tell you about calling me that here SQUISH!" I shouted at her. I was kind of mad but how could I ever be mad at her? We've been the Squish Squash gang since birth! Ok, that's even uglier.

People just gave me ugly faces. But Ms. Celest came in and they looked away from me and to her. This class was a blur. It was mostly people looking at me with ugly faces and trying to "smoothly" say rude comments. But they all suck because they literally say the same things over and over again. Like come up with something new and tell me something I don't know. Instead of "slut," "killer," "sociopath," or "bitch." They are very boring and very unoriginal it's so sad.

Rosie and I walked home together and stopped by McDonald's. We ate our burgers and fries quickly then left. We really didn't talk much. I felt kind of uncomfortable we haven't been the same since I was taken into custody. I feel like she's starting to believe everyone's lies. The whole walk home was even worse. She was walking 10 feet away. It felt like she didn't even know me. I couldn't believe she'd side with them and not me. It's lies that hurt the most.

As soon as I got home I ate with my family, did some homework, then read a book. I finally felt sleepy and drifted to sleep.