Midnight Emotions

I hate...

hate
/hāt/
verb
1. feel intense or passionate dislike
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I hate that I'm to nice to people who don't deserve it. They could treat me like complete shit but I would still feel guilty for no reason. 

I hate that I always apologize even if it's not my fault. 

I hate that I always need reassurance, even if I know it's right I still need to be sure.

I hate that I'm being used, a stepping stone for someone else to use in order to make themselves happy.

I hate that I always feel like people are angry with me, either the way they say things or the way they act. 

I hate that my mind is playing tricks on me to think that my friends aren't actually my friends.

I hate being called a kid.

I hate that I always put toxic people in my life, that always but me down.

I hate having anxiety, it makes me not be able to do the fun stuff I use to love doing.

I hate the bad thoughts I use to have at night right before I go to bed.

I hate the feeling of my world being closed in on me.

I hate not having friends be there for me.

I hate that my own stupidity brought me sadness for almost a year.

I hate that my feelings towards a person change after thinking about it for a while. 

I hate that every compliment i get feels like a lie is being told.

I hate being lied to when i know the truth. 

I hate the words that come out of my mouth.

I hate that i feel like people always hate me for something i say.

i hate when I'm the only one who put enough effort into a friend ship. 

I hate that i feel like I'm not good enough for someone.

i hate that i try to be a good friend to someone who doesn't deserve it.

i hate that put myself down all the time for stupid things.

i hate... myself