I hate that I love you // ziam

This is my first story so it may not be the best. I had been wanting to write a fanfic for awhile so I decided to give it a go. Let me know of any mistakes. Thank you for reading. x

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Love. Most people view being in love as a beautiful thing. Well, I don't. I hate it. I hate being in love. It sucks. Why do I hate it? It may have to do with the fact that I'm so hopelessly in love with my best friend that it hurts. It hurts knowing that he'll never love me back. A lot of people would say things like 'oh don't worry, he probably loves you too' or 'you don't know that! has he said so himself?'

Well no. He hasn't said so himself. I think it's obvious that he doesn't love me too. Wanna know how I know? Maybe it's because I'm gay. Yes I'm a guy that's in love with his best friend that is also a guy. No he is not gay. Trust me it's probably the most obvious thing in the world and to make things even worse. I'm in a world famous boy band. With my four best friends. That doesn't sound too bad now does it? That's not the worse part it's the fact that he's in the band too.

My name is Liam Payne and I'm hopelessly in love with my other bandmate, Zayn Malik.

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I hope you like it so far. Like I said its not the best. Let me know of any mistakes. x