4'o Clock

7.

Several months past and I stopped to going to Taehyung. After that day I never went to him. At times I fought against my will and went near his room and lurked outside of it wanting to go in. But I didn't I stopped myself and reminded myself how he treated me like a piece of shit.

"I won't ever go to you Kim Taehyung." I say to myself and walk back to my room.

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I got in an university with a scholarship, I want to continue my studies. I no longer want to be just someone's wife. And that too his wife, where you get beaten and insulted for little things. I no longer can tolerate that type of behaviour.

There's sensation in his legs now he can walk slowly with help. I'm happy for him, but I still won't go near him. I know he doesn't give any fucks but it matters to me.

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"Ahh!! Oh yeah baby faster!" I say arching my back.

Yes, I'm fucking someone else. I'm in someone else's arms, in someone else's dorm room. I'm getting fucked by Park Jimin. He reminds me of myself, the way he worships my body, begs for my attention is just the way I acted around Taehyung.

"Oh baby I love you so much." He says looking at me with sincerity in his eyes.

But guess what, I won't say it back. Just the way Taehyung didn't say it back to me. I stare at him and flip both of us and get on top of him and move my hips up and down on him. He groans and thrusts upwards holding me by my waist and cums in me hard. I lay on his chest, both of us breathes heavily.

"Why didn't you say it back?" He asks.

"Cause I don't love you honey." I sit up and roll my hips as he's still in me.

He hisses and bites his lips and stops me by holding my waist.

"I love you Y/n." He says and pulls me to him and kisses me softly.

I kiss him back and remember the time when I kissed Taehyung like this. So tenderly, trying to mean something to him by my kiss. But he never understood anything.

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Today Taehyung was able to walk completely on his own. His mom and dad are really happy. I look at the way they are cheering for him. I put on a smile, a fake one as I really don't feel any type of emotion from the inside.

His mom decides to throw a party for him. I guess this time I'm allowed. I remember when he beat me up just cause I peaked and tried to have a look of his party. A lump gets created in my throat that I quickly swallow as I see his mom walk to me.

"Y/n do you want to invite any of your university friends?" His mom asks me.

"No Amma I'm not sure about it." I say and look at Taehyung who's talking over the phone and I hear him say Jennie.

Oh so his lover is coming, so my lover should be here too.

"Yes Amma one of my friend we are really close." I say to her.

"Okay dear, oh and go buy yourself a dress and whatever else you want." She says holding me a credit card.

Rich people, money is the only thing that matters to them. I walk out of the house and take my mother in law's car and driver as she allowed me to and head to buy an expensive dress cause your looks is the only thing that matters the most.

I go to a salon after buying my dress and heels and take an appointment and start getting ready. I text Jimin while I get ready and as usual he gets hella excited.

I put on my outfit and take one last look in the mirror.

I walk out of the salon and get in the car and head back to his house. As I arrive there I see that mostly everyone has arrived. I walk in and see Taehyung standing and talking with his friends. As I was staring at him he looks back and sees me and stares at me too with a blank expression.

I look away and walk in greeting people when I feel a tap on my shoulder. I look back and see Jimin looking at me with a smug look.