Walking Zombie

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Surrounded by darkness, too dark to see

Calling for your help, feeling so alone

No one beside me, so far from home

It's like a disease, I'm so confined

Cutting off my every reach,

Disabling me to undo,

My pathetic way of speech.

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I feel cold and pain, everywhere in my body hurts, I tried bringing my bedsheets to cover me up but I couldn't and my once soft bed is now hard like i am sleeping on a rock. Hard? At least no one is shouting this time.

I tried opening my eyes and to my luck they opened this time but I quickly closed it back with the amount of light that shine on them, after trying again i got used to it and immediately saw my surrounding.

Trees. A lot of them, it was like I am in a forest. Then everything came crashing too me. Being kidnapped, the torture, rape and those voices.

"Justin" I whispered. My once Prince Charming kidnapped me. I felt something moved on my leg and I immediately sat down but the pain I felt made me lay back, It moved again and I knew I had to get it off, I sat on my elbow and immediately shouting due to what I saw "Ahhhh" I kicked my leg on the air "get off me you crawling disgusting animal" it was a freaking lizard.

When it finally got off I used my elbow and crawled to the nearest tree, leaning my back on the trunk of the tree in a sitting position. Immediately Memories of me and Justin came crashing back to me again. I knew I could never forget what he did to me and I know I have to stop thinking about him and get the hell out of here.

I tried standing up but it hurts so I held the trunk of the tree and stood up it still hurt but I knew I had to get out of here. "Fuck It hurts!" i cursed when i tried taking a step. Looking at what i was wearing it was an old faded black baggy jeans with holes on it and a black hoodie with a white-well brown converse due to how old it was.

"At least I am not naked" I muttered, I lifted up my hoodie till it was just above my chest and that was when I saw it, a big scar like those ones you get after operation it started just above my chest to my stomach it was curved so it ended at my left side, it was shaped like a 'C'.

"No Allie don't panic, just get out of this damn place and go to the fucking hospital, you can do these after everything you can do this" I chanted to myself, as I felt myself began to panic "now take a step and don't cry" I bit my lips trying hard not to cry but I won't cry. I don't cry.

One step, two step and release the tree and let it go. I let it go of the tree and tried taking another step but I ended up falling down. "I have to this" After three attempt I could finally walk on my own.

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Walking deep into the forest I held my stomach with both my hands, I didn't know why but I was angry-no scratch that I was furious. I look like a walking zombie, I was hungry, thirsty and tired and it wasn't a good combination. If Kylie was here she would have laughed at me and insulted me.

"I hate you Kylie" I shouted at no one. And it felt good it was like I was telling her-no telling the world how much I hated her.

"I hope you die of drug overdose dad" by now I was deep into the forest but I didn't care in fact I was enjoying myself insulting my dad and Kylie.

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