The Unread Mistakes

You Are Gone

At journeys end you leave me

behind,

Waters take you lightly

I held the hand of death

Watched the light dissolve

You are now gone

Death lead you home

Unjust hatred stayed

The ones you loved attacked

ruthlessly,

Every mistake becomes my

fault,

Every action my many cuts

They burn me mercilessly

I live in tears

I live in my stupidity

I dream of you

Why did you hate me

Where did I go wrong

I was the stupid minion

Following each command

Now I pull away

My trust shattered

You made me the fool

I bet you sit on clouds

Laughing at my fucking

trustful heart,

Words surrounded me in

longing,

You died with anger

You died in hate

You left destroyed

I tried with all my might

I failed

I let you go

Deep down I wanted you gone

I couldn't handle the ugly

utterances,

You became evil

It took you like the night

You killed my spirit

Leaving me unsettled

I write these words hoping

they will reach you

Do you fucking hear them

Does that black soul shutter

Are you moved

Or do you laugh sadistically

Words have broken me

Now I take a stand

Fuck the words you shamed me

with,

Fuck you into Hellfire

Burn forever for the spiteful

words,

Do I sound evil

Does the little girl you

walked upon become

unrecognizable,