Letting myself trust you was stupid
You ran from the house screaming
His drunken ass vengeful
You left us with the devil
Always running for freedom
I broke so many fucking windows
My hands hold deep groves
My blood loss summoned
You would fall weeping at my feet
I got so fucking sick of "I'm sorry "
You didn't know what sorry was
Cooking beautiful dinners for a worthless pig ,
Hugging me when it fell apart
You could not part from me
You followed me lost
I felt burdened with you
Kimmy still follows my steps
She makes me cry
You both made me weep
I was the anchor
At 13 I became the mother
What would you have done
Did you ever think
Did you ever wonder about me
I ran away every night
I would sit by the lake bawling
Asking God so many things
He never answered
The years fell away
I still runaway
At fucking 27
If you saw me now
You would hate me more
Covered in tattoos
Smoking my heart out
Drinking to get back at the fucking man you loved
He can't drink anymore
It will kill him
Can't say I give a shit
When he flat lined on the table
You know what he heard
The growls of hellhounds
What do you think of that?
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The Unread Mistakes
ŞiirIn a flash life changes How do we move on The person who loved and tormented the soul now gone Do we cry Do we Yell Do we follow them Or should we write our broken words Trying to find who we are Without them we are lost We must take a jour...
