Lips Sealed

Have you ever made a huge mistake in your life that you regret?

You just wish you could take it back and burn it out like a cigarette?..

But it was too late because it was already told...

And you just stop to watch everything happen as it unfolds.

You can't do anything, all you can do is blame yourself and cry

Regretting the moment you told her... you wish you could just crawl in a hole and die...

Well that happened to me not too long ago, I just had to tell her my secret

Yet she swore to me with sincere eyes and a sly smile that she would keep it.

But she lied... she lied like a cold hearted demon who wanted to make your life miserable

How could I!? How could I think that someone like HER could be reasonable??!

But it wasn't all my fault... the way she talked, the way she pretended to understand

Anyone could be tricked by such a sly fox like her without being able to withstand.

I told her my secret thinking I could trust her, having someone else to embrace

But she told her bestfriend and they both made fun of me like I was a clown who had pie on my face.

I hated myself, all I did was cry and cry, tears falling down like a never-ending stream 

Then it hit me...."I must be asleep.... this couldn't be real..... that's it, this is all a dream!"

I woke up the next day and headed to school like it was just an ordinary day and nothing happened

But then I soon realized that it was real, it wasn't what I had imagined.

They still remembered!  They still remembered my secret! 

It's like they never forgot, or they didn't want to forget, I felt like I've been broken into pieces.

"Why me?..... Why does it have to be me?.... What have I ever done to you?!" 

The answer to that was nothing.... I did nothing at all to upset them, they just hated me for no reason like I was the flu.

And from that day on... I decided to never trust anyone, this gave me trust issues

I made myself into a human brick, I would never trust anyone ever again because of how I was played and used.

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Thank you very much for reading my poem. Hope it wasn't boring haha.... I really hope this poem made some people see what not keeping a secret could do.  It could mess up the other person's life very badly, changing them into something that you would have never expected them to become.    Whether the secret was serious or not, it's still a secret.  Also bullying isn't cool, please never encourage it or attempt to do it!  This could also affect other people's lives.  Bullying is a big no-no! If you liked this poem please vote and comment, it would be appreciated :D  Also feel free to check out my other poem "The Truth Inside Hidden Doors"  Stay kawaiii guys!