I don't want to hurt.
Not alone.
So I'll be selfish.
If you do stop loving me first.
Don't stop showing me love.
Even if it feels like punishment to you. Don't stop showing me love.
Cause when it comes to you.
I might never be able to bring myself to feel anything other than love.
If you do, I'll try to convince myself I hate you.
I'll convince you I hate you.
What a lie that would be.
But I'll do it. And I won't let you see my hurt. I'll pretend I don't care. Put on a flawless facade.
So even if you're the one who called it quits. You'll hurt too.
You'll see what a monster you created.
What a monster you are.
You'll hurt cause you'll rember what we had. Think of what we could have had. And hold on to what you lost. What you don't have.
You'll be even more scared of what I've become. Of what you created.
I'll do it cause I won't want to feel the pain alone. No. I'll take you down with me.
But don't misunderstand.
I finally admit it...
Though not to you...
I love you.
I always will.
