Why Not Beautiful?

Chapter 7- Daylight!

Jeremy's P.O.V

I woke up, but didn't open my eyes for a couple minutes. I opened my eyes to see that Sadie was on me staring into my eyes. All the memories came flooding back, she was upset cause my mom asked her a question so I made her comfortable and let her lay on me. I guess I dozed off. I guess after a couple minutes she did too.

"Good morning." I said.

"Morning." She responded. God her voice was sexy in the morning. 

Sadie's P.O.V

When he said good morning, it was the most sexiest thing in and on this earth. Oh holy hot damn. He was so perfect.

I like him.

No, I hate his guts.

Actually you love him

Nope

Yeah

No chance.

You. Love. Him. Sadie.

Stop having conversations in my head the both of you, holy shit.

But you love him, right?

Yes. Wait, what? Ugh you're so complicated.

"You alright?"

"Um what's the date?" I ask.

"Uh, June 2nd. Why?"

"No it can't be, no no no no." I cried. He pulled me into a hug, he looked and must have felt so confused. But can you blame him I just randomly broke down. "T-today w-was w-w-when m-my s-sister d-died." I stuttered. He just kept his arms around me and didn't say anything. Is it weird that I find myself safe with him??

We stood there in the middle of my room in each others arms. Until I heard someone clear their throat I turned around and saw my dad. I ran up and hugged him, "It will be okay, sweetie. She's in a better place, we wouldn't want her to be suffering. She also would want you to be strong and not cry for her."

"I-I know B-but its h-hard, to keep all in." I say. He nods.

"Jeremy your parents are here. Thank you for helping her." My dad said to Jeremy and my dad extended a hand and shook hands with Jeremy.

Jeremy's P.O.V

I felt so bad. I didn't know what to do.

"See you tomorrow, Sadie." I gave a small smile, and she gave me a sad smile.

"Okay."

I took off and went to meet my parents. They drove me home and I grabbed my bike and took off to my spot where I like to be alone.

Sadie's P.O.V

"I am gonna go to her grave, right now." I said.

My dad nodded and let me go. I ran out to the garage and got into my 69 Charger.

I drove to the flower shop and then to the graveyard. I put the flowers beside my sisters grave and sat down.

"I miss you so much.

I won the dirt bike finals. I bet you are proud of me.

I wish you could've seen it in person. But I know you were watching.

I love you..

Oh and I like someone. He's very nice, cute, and he has an amazing personality. But I'm not sure if he likes me back. But who would. I act like a boy. I do stuff boys like. I will come visit soon and let you know what happens."

I went back to my car. I went in and checked my phone.

Unknown number..

'Can I come over?

-Jer :)'

I texted back:

'Sure, I'll be home shortly, 15 minutes.

-Sadie.'