It's 11.40pm. I'm wearing my pyjama shorts and a
"I <3 you" t-shirt and my ugg boots. I am sat watching TV and then
Chad texts me.
Chad-Come on I'm waiting outside
Me-Coming. Need food<3_<3
Chad- Grab me something.
Me-The usual ?
Chad- Yep!. Thanks xx
I made 2 hot chocolates and got Chad his sweet mix.
"You look gorgeous" Chad said looking shocked.
"I wore this last time you were here." I said straight faced.
"You still look stunning"
I just rolled me eyes and continued walking.
"What happened to Chelsa?, you ain't talked about her ever since you came back" i asked questioning his facial response
"We broke up 3 days after I got to Thailand. She said she wasn't committed and all that BS" he said looking annoyed
"Aww,Why didn't you say anything?" I asked annoyed but still caring about how he felt.
He raised his eyebrow,"Because I knew how you would react" He looked down to the ground "I'm sorry...I just thought maybe I could just have a relationship where something goes wrong and we can solve it" He was starting to cry.
"You know I love you right?" I said questioning him
"Yh I know" he looked up with tears still in his eyes
Next minute I know we were sitting leaning against a tree crying. Both of us.
I truly did love Chad, to see him cry meant I was as heart broken as he was.
It was 1.46am and we were just sitting there watching the sky.
"Cia"
"Yh Chad" I said still looking at the sky
"You know when you said I love you"
"Yh. I remember, why?" I asked Chad
"What if I said," he paused as if he was thinking am I actually going to say the next part "I love you too"
"You've said it millions of times before why ask such a question?" I asked confused
"Never mind it's nothing" he said sounding disappointed.
"Come on,your starting to fall asleep I don't want to be carrying your fat chocolate self home" he said jokingly.
I punched him on the arm and forced him to give me a piggy back ride all the way back home.
I gave him and hug and a kiss on the cheek and wished him a good night sleep.
