SEULGI
"Jimin I really need to talk with you" i directly said as soon as yeri, seulji and the boys left.
"Sure, where do you want to talk? There's a cafe near by" i feel nervous that he might be with jeongyeon now.. I feel afraid for my daughter that his father might not like her. I don't want to hurt her, she's my gem. My treasure.
"Sure" we walk, I walk behind him.
"Why are you walking like that, come here beside me. Its not the first time seul" he grabs my hand but let go after he realises it.
"Sorry" he said.
The journey to the cafe is silent and I'm thanking god for that.
I look at him through my peripheral vision and he never change except for the fact that he look matured and hot with his hair and his growing stubble.
He still have those expressive eyes.
Those eyes that really melts my heart every time he looks at me, his eyes are like the stars in the night sky.
He got his hair into a blonde and its suits him very well.
If this guy is a model everyone will do anything just to work with him.
"Seul where here" He spoke.
He open the door for us.
The cafe is nice a vintage interior. Its not crowded since the cafe looks like for a meeting venue and for adult type. Maybe.
A staff greeted us. She got shock for a second but remain her composure. She guided us for a two seated table.
We ordered first, maybe to ease the awkwardness that is building.
When the staff is already away he spoke.
"How are you?" I look at him.
"I'm fine, how 'bout you?"
"Fine too" i nodded my head
"Congratulations to your tour in US everyone was talking about it" Its true everyone was talking about it even the non fans are talking about it. They're making history now. I'm so proud they're the world's boy group now.
"Thank you, did you attend the concert?" I shook my head. I didn't because i don't want to, also I'm so busy with my work and with seulji.
"No, i was really busy during that time." This time he's the one who nodded his head.
We become silent.
The staff came with our orders in hand.
"Seulgi i really want to say sorry for hurting you so bad in the past" This is it!!
"I won't say that its okay but that pain really made me realise things and it made us who we are right now" i said.
"I'm sorry for leaving like that" i said and my tears are now at the corner of my eyes.
"Why did you left? I thought that during that night we're already alright but i guess I was wrong" i look at me, its so painful to see that his eyes are full of pain that I didn't notice earlier.
"I was afraid"
"I was afraid that your ex is back in your life, that she wants you back. I was afraid that you might want it too. I gave you the time to think during that time I didn't contacted you and you didn't too, those days i was thinking if your love was true, if I'm in a one sided relationship. And the news really help me to overthink about you two. Reading comments are really not my thing when but for the first time I read the comments in that article and everyone was shipping you two. They think i was just a lucky fan girl that her idol noticed her, and it was true i was a lucky fangirl, Tell me your side Jimin i want to hear your side, I've been dying to hear your side" tears are already streaming in my face. This is my soft spot, Him and Seulji is my soft spot.
"I'm really sorry love, if i ever made you feel like that. Like you i was afraid, I was afraid that you might find another man that is more worth it of your love. When she showed up again i got confused not because i don't love you but because I didn't feel the drum rolls in my heart whenever i see her. She contacted me and i agreed to meet her so i could test my love for you. It was my biggest mistake that i agreed in it. It was sana's plan to ruin us, she's the one who said to jeongyeon that I'm still inlove with her and that I'm just using, its not true. My love is just for you. When you left everything is crashing for me thankfully we are in a break that time because everything reminds me of you. I need to trained my self that your not there. When we came back everyone was asking why we broke up, i asked my self too but i know in my heart i know the answer it was my fault." Park Jimin is crying. I don't know how to console him since like him I'm also crying. Thankfully there is no other guest in our area.
"Jimin its not your fault. Both of us are in fault" i wipe the tears in my face.
"It was my fault Seulgi, I'm wasted but look at you, happily married. Congrats by the way you have. Beautiful daughter" married? Where did he got that idea.
"Married? I'm not yet married" a said.
"He didn't marry you yet? What a bastard he has a child with you but he didn't marry you" is he talking about his self?
"What are you talking? Where did you get that idea?"
"Well i forgot who told me but he said that you have a child and a man"
"Yes i have a child but no man silly"
I don't know but his face lights up when i said that.
"Really?" This boy is dumb. Why did i fall for him?
"Jimin you met your child already but its okay if you won't accept her its fine i can raise her on my own" i said. Even tho the idea is painful i can do that for my child.
"Child? You mean? That girl? So? Wtf why didn't i notice it!!!!" He stands up and combs his hair backward. He look sexy doing that.
What am i thinking?
"You're serious right? No you should be! But even though you're lying i will still accept her" i just look at her.
" I'm not lying. Remember that night?" He look at me and smiled.
" oh that night"
"Seriously jimin, i just want you to meet her I'm not that cruel to hide her from you also she wants to meet you"
"She didn't recognise me? She doesn't know how i look like?" I shook my head.
" I dont have a picture of you and she's not curious about your look she's curious about you"
He smiles
"Lets go i want to meet her"
"Now?!"
"Yes now!" He said and grabs my hand
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