Its dark, not that I'm not used to the dark, but, this darkness, it's unpleasant. I can't see anything, or hear anything either, where am I? How did I get here? I hear a faint noise and see a faint light, what is this pain I'm feeling? It's growing stronger. I drift towards the blinding light, and when I exit- I wake up to Sebastian talking to me, we are in the estate, I'm still in pajamas and the sun is past noon. I grow impatient with that man sometimes, but there is something about him that is compelling. "Sebastian, why didn't you wake me up sooner?" I sit up groggily rubbing my eyes and yawning. He didn't hesitate to answer me, "Young master, you have nothing planned for today, except the visit from Lady Elizabeth this evening at four'o'clock, I let you sleep because you've been fatigued these last few days, and I-" I quickly cut him off there, "It doesn't matter, I could have been doing something productive besides sleeping, making new plans for the company as an example." He frowned slightly and spoke with a slight sigh, "Yes, I am truly sorry, My Lord."
I pull back the covers and sit on the edge of the bed while Sebastian gets my clothes for the day ready. I put my eye-patch on and wait for Sebastian to dress me, I know it sounds childish but, I rather enjoy it, even though I am capable of dressing myself. "Sebastian…" he looks up from buttoning my shirt. ”Yes, Young Master?" I give out a small sigh and smirked a bit, "Make sure nothing goes wrong at this meeting." He smiled and lifted up my chin, "Yes, My Lord, but, is that all you wanted?" He had finished dressing me, and his face is so close to mine, I get a little flustered. "Yes, Sebastian, it is." I move slightly and our lips touch for a second and I move away slightly blushing. "Young Master, I would have moved away first if you had let me." he chuckled a bit before I snapped at him, "Shut up, I'm not the one who put my face next to another person's." I blushed a little more after saying that, Ciel keep it together, you do not love him, he is your butler, nothing more nothing less. I put on my coat and grab my cane and Sebastian opens the door to lead me downstairs for an off-schedule meal before Lady Elizabeth Midford comes this evening.
It was Three Forty Five when she arrived, and Sebastian spoke to her while I was busy in my office, thinking about life in general, I know that I am a demon now, and I will have to leave everyone that I know behind, but that doesn't matter…. I guess as long as I have Sebastian and pawns in the moment, I wouldn’t be as lonely as people suggest I am. Sebastian knocks and comes in with a smile, “What are you so cheerful about Sebastian?” I close my eyes remembering I still don’t know how to smile without forcing it. He replied sweetly, “Miss Elizabeth has plans for the next week or so, and won’t be able to join your company today.” I laugh a little, “Oh? Well that gives me more time to prepare for what ‘cute’ thing she’ll bring me next.” Sebastian crouched down to my level putting his hand on my cheek gently rubbing underneath my eye. “Young Master, you should really rest more, let’s get you ready for dinner and then bed.” I push his hand away and roll my eyes, “Alright, but tomorrow wake me up at the proper time; I don’t want to get accustomed to waking up late.” He grinned slightly, “Yes, My Lord. Now come to dinner, tonight’s menu is Fillet Minion, with a side of salad.” I stood up and started heading for the dining hall as Sebastian stopped me, which made an awkward situation. “What could it possibly be, Sebastian?” I turned to him getting a bit nervous on what he was about to say, but he just brushed it off, still wanting to say it, but not at this time, “Nothing, young master.” He smiled grimly, as I sighed, “Next time, I presume, it can wait.” He nodded and smiled, and led me to dinner.
After dinner, Sebastian carried me to bed, because of me falling asleep at the table a few times. “Young master,” He said while slipping my nightshirt on me, “should you be warm enough with this thin blanket?” I groaned “Yes, Sebastian, I will,” He looked dreadfully bothered by something, “but what’s wrong with you, you’ve seemed bothered by something in the past few days.” Sebastian closed his eyes and sighed a bit. “Young Lord, I- we, have been in a contract for quite some time, and I just had something occur to me a few months before you became a demon, and it has been seldom bothering me. It is nothing important,” he tucked me in; “I bid you a good night and a well rest.” I roll over and softly speak “Stay with me….. All night, to make sure I don’t have a nightmare, and if I do I demand you to wake me up.” He smiled blew out the candles and sat on the bed next to me, “Yes, Young Master, I am at your command.” I smirk, “When I say make sure I don’t have a nightmare, I mean actually lay down in bed with me, fall asleep if you need it.” I slightly go red and he does too, but as a command from me, he does it, and I end up falling asleep with my head on his chest, arms wrapped around me like a safety blanket, I cannot deny it to myself anymore, I love Sebastian and I want him to be by my side forever.
