The first time I saw you at school I nearly died. I thought you were so amazing and cute and I just wanted to hold you and never let go of you. I wanted you to be mine and for me to be yours. You seemed so pure and perfect and as I got to know you I discovered how pure and perfect you were. I was right. When we hung out in the winter holidays with Jimin and Jackie at the beach last year I was so happy. I never wanted that day to end. we were all cold but we still had so much fun going around and acting like idiots and scaring little kids on the playground. I didn't want to say goodbye to you because that would mean that the day was over.
when you called me that night. saying that you were going to Peru for the whole month of August I lost it. we ended up planning to meet at gongcha two days before you left. as I was waiting there alone, waiting for you to show up. you texted me saying that you weren't coming. I began to cry. I so badly wanted to see you before you left. somehow it turned into a huge argument about nothing at all, just us being us. we made a date to meet up but you didn't end up showing up. you then went away for a month. the longest month ever.
Finally, it was September 1st. you were back. I was so happy when you text me at 4 am saying you were safe and had just landed back home. you didn't stop texting me. you even told me that im the only person that you talk to every day. at this time we were still only friends, but we were inseparable. I had grown feelings for you whilst you were away and we made plans to meet on the 2nd. Finally, the next days came. I was so desperate to get to Newmarket to see you. I was waiting outside burger king for your bus to arrive, and finally. you were here. it had been a month and a half since I had last seen you. You got off the bus and looked at me and started running towards me. We were both running towards each other and finally collided in a hug. we just stood there holding each other tightly. you seemed slightly nervous but I didn't really notice that at first. then pulled away and headed up to the movie theatre. crazy rich Asians. such an amazing movie. I ended up crying and I think you did too.
