Instalove

I Try.

I have tears running down my eyes.

Finally he lets go, and I run.

C- "Wait up!"

I could easily outrun Cameron, no doubt. I ran out of the Office Depot and yell at Cameron:

"How dare you do such a thing!"

I'm crying and it's raining. I keep running and Cameron's still following. Luckily I know Vermont like the I know the ABCs, so I start running to this forest.

Cameron gets lost and turns home, and then I take the back way home just to be safe. I wanted to explain it all to Mason, and redo the past.

There's nothing I can do now. :-(

Now, going back to the single life, which is the crappest, worst life ever.

I'm missing Mason by the second.

I'm going through my texts and start to cry. I finally got that dream boyfriend, the guy that would always be on my mind. The guys I would be kissing my phone screen when I saw his face. I want him back.

H- "I miss you."

M- "No you don't"

H- "I can explain..."

M- "You don't need to. I saw it myself."

H- "You don't understand..."

M- "Forget it Heidi. You loved Cameron, I knew it all this time. You were just trying to impress him."

H- "I would never! The only person I want to impress is you."

M- "Yeah, right"

It's no use. He'd never believe me, ever. I cried some more.

This is the worst day of my life.

H- "Please, Mason."

M- "Heidi, it was obvious all along. You made up that plan so that Cameron could recognize you. And then you were hoping that I wouldn't be listening. So forget it, I'm never going to fall for you again."

Mason, how could he? I would never fall for Creepy Cameron! Out of the pushing Mason, I would never, ever, EVER, fall for a creep like that!

H- "I didn't know he would still recognize me. Everyone said I looked different with my glasses."

No answer.

H- "Who did I make a fanpage of? It was you! I would never make a fanpage of that tall-freckle-face creep named Cameron! He pushed you down and made you bleed! He swore at you! I would never go out with a guy that would ever dare to push someone or swear at someone! I consider Cameron a bully! Why would Cameron be my boyfriend if he a bully! So please, the only guy I want is you."

I'm praying for an answer. Finally:

M- "I just talked to Cameron."

H- "What did he say?"

M- "He said that you were crying and ran away from him and hid in a forest. You also yelled at him."

H- "That's how much I hate him."

Then, all of the sudden, I get a text from a stranger.

Stranger- "Hey it's your boyfriend."

H- "Cameron really?"

Stranger- "Yep"

H- "Crap."

C- "Don't you love me?"

H- "The only guy I love is Mason Cook."

C- "F*ck you."

H- "Goodbye and shut up."

I screenshoted out conversation and sent it to Mason.

H- "I hate Creepy Cameron."

Then, there is a knock on the door. I was home alone so I looked to see who it is.

Mason.

I answering the door.

H- "Hey Mason."

M- "Hi"

I offered him some cookies, and we talked.

M- "Why did you kiss Cameron?"

H- "First off, I would never. He just pushed my head closer and closer while I tried to escape. His fat hands wouldn't let go. He's such a creep, he only does what he wants to do, no feeling for anyone, I swear."

M- "Yeah."

H- "So what do you say?"

And there's that nod I was looking for :-)