As we rode in the car my fingers fidgeted around my phone. I was nervous to ask Niall over. What if he said no or he had somewhere to be. We were getting closer to my house and my heart started to feel heavy. It was either ask now or forever hold my peace. Where was Jazzy when I needed her the most. Then again why did I always need Jazzy to push me to do things I already knew I wanted to do. With a deep breath I broke the silence saying, "would you like to come over, maybe spend the night?" "My parents aren't coming for 2 days so I'd be pretty lonely" He kept his eyes on the street and replied to me saying "if its okay with you I would be happy to but I have to make a quick stop at my hotel to get some things" I was so happy, relieved, excited, nervous and anxious. What would we do? Did I even have enough food in my house haha. "Sounds great" I said. We arrived at the hotel and he gave me a choice whether I wanted to be public or not. Honestly I didn't care what anyone had to say. The only thing that matters is me and Niall being happy. There were about 80 girls there waiting at their hotel. They freaked when they saw me and Niall walking next to each other. We didn't hold hands to spare their hearts. I felt bad. I just imagined myself being in that position seeing the boy of my dreams walking with another girl. In that moment I realized how lucky I really was. We got to his suite and I sat on his bed. I just watched him as he got basic things like his tooth brush and some spare clothes. He owned a lot of supras. I was not surprised , Niall and his shoes. He asked me if I wanted anything to drink and I said I was fine. We were just about ready to leave but some girls had snuck into the hallway and Niall went to take pictures with them. After that we were on our way and he took a few pictures with the girls outside the hotel. I could already hear the nasty things they were saying about me. Niall noticed me getting upset so he took me by the hand and started swinging it. I swear Niall is the cutest most thoughtful guy ever. We were now on our way to my house. We got to my door and I took my key from the mailbox. I unlocked the door and told him to come in. He looked around and smiled. I asked him why he did so and he told me it feels like home. I gave him a soft kiss on the cheek because his cheeks were so soft I couldn't stay away. It was about midnight and we stayed up watching movies and eating all types of junk food. We kissed every now and then and I already got used to the fact Niall Horan was in my house. I was getting sleep and we were both lying on the couch. My couch was huge so he was in back of me with his arms wrapped around me. I started to get the most huger head ache ever, I screamed in agonizing pain. I tried to get up but my legs wouldn't work and I just stumbled onto the ground. I heard Niall's faint cries asking me what was wrong he sounded so worried but my body couldn't move. My vision was just a bright white light. I passed out...I think. When I woke up I was in a hospital. Claudia and Jazzy were both on the right side of me, my parents on the left. I looked around for Niall but he was no where in sight. "WHERE IS NIALL?!" I screamed. "WHERE IS HE!?" Everyone in the room looked at me as if I was crazy. Jazzy asked me, "Joanne what are you talking about?" in a sad tone. I asked her where did he go last night when I collapsed. She told me he left backstage. "NO JAZZY HE WAS AT MY HOUSE LAST NIGHT WE GOT BACKSTAGE YOU AND HARRY HOOKED UP AND WE ALL WENT TO SIX FLAGS" Jazzy turned away, as if she couldn't bear to look at me. "Why wont you answer me?" I demanded in weakened spirits. "We never got backstage..." Claudia replied. "What are you talking about?" I said. "Me and Niall had spent the whole day together and I got a headache when we were one the couch and - "Joanne listen to us!" my dad yelled. Jazzy turned back to face me and told me how we started a riot but people got so violent I ended up falling and being stepped on and hurt badly I passed out. "It can't be" I whispered. "It felt so real" I said with a crack in my voice. "I heard Niall's voice I know I did." "When you passed out the boys came back on stage and Niall was the most worried about you but they had to leave real soon so that's about it" Claudia stated. I started to cry and I felt so embarrassed. To think this all was a dream. Here I thought I was lucky, I was some special girl who had the chance with Niall. How stupid was I? When he actually came to me I was passed out. "FUCKING GREAT!!!" I screamed in anger. "Just my luck" I added.
