"Mark Edward Fischbach! Get your ass home immediately!" My Mom yelled over the phone. I flinched at her harsh tone. It wasn't unusual, it just took me by surprise.
"I-I'll be home mom. I promise.." I hang up. She's been...well, a bitch lately.
Ever since Dad left, she's been distant, cold if you will. I know it's not her fault, but it does hurt. She doesn't like the fact that I'm attracted to both sexes.
It's not my fault, I really don't care who loves me. I want to love someone and I don't care what they identify as. My mom is religious.
I feel like I can't please her no matter how hard I try to. I want my mom to love me and I want a relationship with my mom in the future, but she's making it really hard for me to want her.
I've tried for so long to convince her that I'm cable of love. She doesn't see how hard I try.
She doesn't know what goes on in school, let alone my head. She thinks everything is okay, but it not. I'm worried about a fucking teacher. Hell, I think I'm attracted to him.
If my mother found out, she would be pissed. No, pissed is an understatement. She'd be furious.
I wish that she would see things the way I see them. Everyone deserves love and happiness no matter what others think. I wish I could believe that.
Before I start worrying about what would make her happy and what would Please her, I need to think about myself. I can't make everyone happy, only myself.
In this world, there's only one person who can control your happiness, that's you. Yeah, people might crush it sometimes, but in the end, you only have yourself.
It's up to you to decide if you want to put your happiness in some else's hands. I decided that I will. I chose to let Jack choose my fate. He doesn't know it yet, but he's the source of my happiness.
I just hope he feels the same...
(Sorry that this chapter sucks. I just really needed to vent about something ッ)
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Art Teacher {Septiplier}
FanfictionJack is a art teacher. He is the same age as all of his students. What happens when a curious mark finds out?
