"How are you and Jungkook doing?"
"Good... I guess."
"What's the status?"
"It's Complicated."
...
In which two idols have to be together in the public.
I was thinking today about how much I love you, and how I really don't tell you that enough. So I wanted to sit down and let you know how truly in love with you I really am.
Last summer we met and we started as friends. I still remember clearly the moment when you walked into Hyuna sunbaenim's party, wearing that stunning red dress. You were smiling ear-to-ear and absolutely lit up the room. I knew immediately that I had to meet you. I went to the bathroom to try to summon up my courage and think of what to say. But it was no use; I was totally tongue tied when I approached you. I was smitten from the very start. Surprisingly after that, we became close friends!
Then, autumn it came and we were never the same, those nights, everything felt like magic. Until I had a courage to ask you. It was very nerve-racking. You answered me a sweet yes and we became official.
Remember when we had our first date? It was at a park. I tried my best to not show my identity. You laughed at me when you saw me. I even laughed with you and you would always feed me meat because you always said that I starve myself. When you touched my hand and laid your head on my shoulder, I got chills all over my body but when I looked at you, everything seemed fine. I feel like I can do anything like reaching for the stars, roaming outside earth, and can fly everywhere, as long as I'm with you. There's no way I can make it without you, do it without you, be here without you.
When I see a pretty woman walking down the street, I think about you- no, I imagined that it was you.
Did you also remember when I gave you a necklace? The jade necklace? You said your favorite color is green so I picked that necklace out for you. I saw you wearing that necklace when we last met. It meant a lot to me. I hope you haven't destroyed or wasted it.
I truly think you are the most beautiful women in the world. I love the feeling of your legs intertwined with mine and the smell of your hair and skin. Your smile lifts my spirits on even my worst days. I love your laugh and your ability to find humor in every situation. I'm so grateful for everything you do for me.
You truly complete me. These last few months have been the happiest of my life. I can't tell you how lucky I feel to always have my girlfriend by my side.
We are under a strict contract and we have nothing to do about it. Maybe it is for the best that we broke up and go on our separate ways. It's hard to accept that I can't sleep because all I do is cry.
Sick of staring up at the ceiling, how'd you change your mind just like that? The only way to get past this feeling is to tell myself you're not coming back.
I'm so dumb after our break up. It was just you on my mind, nothing or no one else. It was probably one of the dumbest shit I ever did.
I hope we can stay friends and ignore out past. Please. I miss you...
-Jungkook
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