Missing you

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*a week after the incident*
Andy pov- things weren't getting easier, physically everything got better, I hadn't been in any more bad situations at school I just sat alone in the toilets so no one would bother me. My home life was just more quiet than it ever been I just sat upstairs alone and starred at the ceiling for hours, my mother and father didn't talk much to me and I didn't have many friends as it was... apart from rye but he we hadn't spoke for a full week, he must think I'm ignoring him which isn't the case and I miss him more and more everyday... I just wished he felt the same about me but that's highly unlikely. Rye was the thing keeping me happy when I thought my world was about to end, he picked me up and made my life better without realising, what rye doesn't know is right before he messaged me I was writing my suicide letters to my family, however something about him messaging me seemed to change my views on the situation and realise that life was worth living, maybe he wasn't close in distance but he was close to my heart and that's what meant the most to me. Maybe I was catching feelings or maybe this was just the feeling of having a friend but what would I know Ive never had one and I'm about to loose the closest thing I've had to one due to my phone being smashed. I had to find my old phone and talk to him again before my life crumbles and I go back to my old times of feeling worthless, yes I feel that now but not as much as I used to be. It's been an hour and I finally found my old phone and to my luck it works!! I reinstalled my instagram and went straight to our DMs, I had no messages which worries me, what if he forgot about me or hates me I knew this would happen. I finally decided to message him just to see if he would respond and remember me, I didn't have much hope but it was worth a try...
DMs:
Andy-hey rye I don't know if you forgot about me but I guess I miss you
Andy-I mean I miss you so fucking much
Andy-I been feeling so low and I need you so much right now rye :(

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