Craving You

All The Answers

Grayson's POV

"Please leave" I said in shock. I didn't even want to look at her, yeah I miss her but my heart is still broke. "We need to talk, I'll tell you everything if you let me in." She said she wasn't looking at me. She looked sad, I wish I could comfort her but why should I?

I moved out of the doorway and she entered. She is still beautiful, her brown hair flowing as she walked into my house. I sat on my couch and she sat next to me. "Grayson, I'm so-" I cut her off by asking, "why? Why did you leave me, why did you hurt me?" I asked angry, "you don't know the other side of the story." She said, "I loved you, I still do. I think about you every single day and I wish that night never happened. I became clean because of you."

"Prove it" were the only words that could escape. I've been looking forward of seeing her again everyday, now I wish she wasn't here. "Why did you use?" I asked, she looked even sadder when I said that. "My... uhm dad raped me everyday day. I didn't want you to go through that." She said, I pulled her into a hug and said, "you could have told me." I said feeling sympathy for her, "instead of coming to you, I used heroine that was the only way to make me feel... okay." She said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I wasn't a good boyfriend, I'm sorry that I left you with all those problems."

She put her hands in mine, "is this okay?" She asked me, "Yeah" I small smile appeared on my face. "You're cute" She said kissing my cheek. She was just like... Andrea. I quickly pulled away, "I'm sorry I can't." I said getting off the couch. "I'm better now, I won't hurt you ever again." She said I was pacing around the room. "Why are you like this?" She said walking toward me, "I'm talking to... I was talking to someone. She is amazing and I fucked it up because of this... even when you weren't around you where still fucking my life up!" I screamed, Why was I so angry? "I know I hurt you but you could've got help instead of moping." She said taking a closer step to me, I took my phone out, I texted Andrea

Grayson: please come to my house, I need to explain everything

Andrea: why should I? You really hurt me Gray

Grayson: please, I need you

Andrea: fine

I locked my phone and sat on the couch. "Please leave, Kendall" I said annoyed, "no, you need help" she demanded. "I know and I'm gonna get some now leave." I said frustrated, "I'm not leaving." She said, I clenched my fist. "I'm not kidding, just seeing you is too much for me, okay? I did love you, I still love you but the pain that you put me through over powers the love." I said walking away from her. "What?" She asked, I clenched my jaw and showed her my thigh. "This is what you did to me! You slowly murdered me and I will never forgive you for what you did." I said

I heard a knock on the door and I opened the door for Andrea. She saw Kendall and I saw the confusion on her face. "This is Kendall" I said, I saw her fist clench. She walked up toward her, "I need you to leave." She said, the expression on Kendall's face was frightened. "I cant... I won't" she said, "Listen, you put me and him through hell  because of you. Yeah, you may be pretty but deep down you're an awful person because why would you do that to him? He was there for you, he loved you and you fucked him over. So get your ass out before I make you." She said inches away from her face.

"You don't know the whole story." Kendall said walking out of my house. "Now tell me what you needed to say."

"I love you"