What Am I to You

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Author's note: as you can see, the title has capital letters. This represents some of the innocence leaving this person and also represents flashbacks. this chapter and the next chapter are flashback chapters of the breakup.

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"you are the cause of my euphoria


my serendipity

your eyes are my stars

that light up even the darkest of nights


you complete me,


as i am nothing without you


what am i to you?"


i was about to answer but you interrupted


"you are my inspiration,

but to you i am nothing more than a game

to you i am pitiful

you said you purpled me

but you said that only to put on a show"


you were slowly painting my purple heart black


"if we did not have feelings for each other

if we did not think of each other

If i did not think of you

if i did not care for you

would i have dragged it out like this?"


i asked


"you do not have any more feelings

and this seesaw is dangerous

so stop thinking about me

and i will return the favor"


tears were rolling down both our eyes


hearts were broken instead of plates


instead of the bed and floor,


you and i were a mess


"M-"


"i do not wanna hear it"


with that you left


it was all a misunderstanding


and you did not want to understand

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