Bitter Heart

11.

I slowly open my eyes groaning feeling heavy on my lids. I look up and see the everything is white.
"Jungkook." I mumble and try to sit up and feel a sharp agonising pain in my wrist.
"Ma'am please lay down." The nurse says holding me down.
"Where's my Jungkook?" I mutter looking at her as a tear rolls down my cheeks.
"Ma'am there's one guy waiting for you outside. I'll send him in just keep laying too much stress is not good for the baby." She says and walks out.
I put my hand in my belly and hold it looking at the door.
"He's not here." Suga says walking in.
"Where's he?" I ask.
"He doesn't want to see you anymore. You're free to go." He says.
"What do you mean free to go?" I ask sitting up groaning.
"I mean you can go now he doesn't want to see you anymore." He says sitting on the chair in front of the bed.
"He doesn't want to see me? After raping me and getting me in this state he doesn't want to see me?" I yell trying to rip off the cannula from my hand.
"Lady you better fucking calm down!" He says holding my hand stopping me.
I look at the door feeling like someone is at the door and see a man's back as they walk away. I know who it is.
"Jungkook!" I yell.
"Don't be so stubborn, just leave him alone." He says letting my hand.
"Wow Okay great." I say closing my eyes in anger.
"He's ready to pay your monthly expenses." He says taking out a cheque book.
"Right, the amount is fuck your money and fuck you." I say ripping the cannula from my hand and get off the bed.
"I don't want his money and just tell him not to ruin someone else's life like this." I say and walk out of the cabin.

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"Omma come here, why is Junha's body so warm." I say checking her body temperature.
She comes to my room in the small apartment I live in with her.
"Where let me see." She says and carefully picks up the 5 months old Junha.
"It's hotter than usual right?" I ask caressing my baby's rosy cheeks.
"Yeah you should go to the doctor's though it's normal for babies to get sick now than then but still." She says slowly handing me her.
"Okay." I say and kiss Junha's lips and pull my T-shirt up and start feeding her.
After a while I feel her falling asleep while sucking, so I slowly pull her away and lay her down on the bed and carefully and cover her with the blanket.
I take my phone and dial Eun Ae's number. She picks up by the third ring.
"Hello Y/n." She says.
"Listen I'm not coming to work today I need to take Junha to the doctor's." I say while arranging Junha's bag where I put all her stuff that she needs.
"Why what happened to her?" She asks in a worried tone.
"Nothing that serious, her temperature is a bit higher than normal so I'm just being cautious you know." I say while changing her clothes slowly not trying to wake her up.
"Yeah yeah you should, I'll tell Rm Oppa don't worry." She says.
"Thanks I'll call you later when I come back okay." I say and end the call.
I put the phone away and start changing my clothes, and midway through I hear Junha's giggle. I pull down my T-shirt completely and look at her smile and jerking her hands and legs in the air making baby noises. I walk near her and pick her.

"My baby you're awake." I say and kiss her cheeks fixing her hat properly on her head and walk out taking her bag.
"Omma I'm going." I say while putting on my shoe.
"Okay, I will go to my work after a while, there's too much work in the departmental store today so take the extra keys I might be late." She says while getting ready.
"Okay." I say and take the key from the key holder and walk out of the apartment.

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I was sitting in the waiting room holding Junha close to me, as she fell asleep again. Suddenly, I hear a ruckus outside at the front desk. I don't pay much attention to it and keep sitting there.
"You come with us." A man says.
As I look up And I see Suga! I quickly stand up holding Junha close to my chest, hiding her face in it and push Suga with the bag and run out. There's no way I'm letting them back in my life after what they did to me.
I keep running while looking behind and see they are not following me. I stop after a while breathing heavily and keep looking back.
"Please let me hold her once." Someone says in a cracked up voice.
I snap my head towards them and see Jungkook looking red as tears run down his face.

"No!" I say backing away holding her closer to chest.