So the story start here. I know BTS since 2014 , when Im 15 yrs old ( yes im a 99 liner ) , my roomate introduce BTS to me. Not me actually, she was actually introducing BTS to one of her friend , and I overheard them.
So I tried to search for them in youtube. First BTS video that I watch is Boy in Luv dance practise. And I really attracted to Namjoon that time. Like , who wouldnt right? 😂
Actually , I dont have friend. No one wanted to be friend with me. I am alone. And I dont have anything that can distract me from stressing over I have no friend.
Im a introvert. So I dont really know on how to talk with new friends, I dont know how to communicate and im a crybaby that time . I dont know how to wash my own clothes that time . Moms daughter😂.
Like , I dont talk in the room, I always read novel or do homework. Because I dont have friend. I only talk at school with teacher or school canteen staff. So I stress about not having friend at that time .
So I stressed about not having friend, not having fun with friend , not talking . After I heard about BTS , and stanning Namjoon , I have my own fun.
I start to hear their song, watch their video , and more. They kept me company and they help me to release my tension . After about 3 or 4 months , almost all my friend heard the news about me stanning BTS , so they started talking with me . Ask me who my bias is , ask me which video that attract me to stan them , what my favourite song. And starting from there , what I knew is , BTS help me having friends.
And recently , theres a movie called burn the stage the movie by BTS, I met a few new friends, we exchange freebies and more. We sang together , we do the fanchant together. That time , I realise , ARMY is not just a fandom. We are family and we love each other. Im not gonna worried about not having friend in real life bcs I know , I have ARMY everywhere , in twt , IG , FB .
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I am really sorry for my bad english as english is not my first language
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How BTS bring positiveness in my life
FanficThis is not a story. Just a diary of me stanning BTS. I really want to thank BTS for saving my life and help me. Read if you want , because this is just #mono about me and BTS.
