Dear Bully,
I feel like I'm going back into an episode again, it's too soon.
I feel like a walking zombie. I haven't slept, my thoughts keep me up all night. My scars are starting to show, and I'm so hungry.
However, being in control is nice because everyone is controlling me. I need something to control.
I wanna put your feeling out there, but it's hard you know?
You are making me feel bad, and it's not only you.
Everyone is against me.
Even myself.
