He left me here. He killed them all he killed my family and now I'm here all alone. I can still remeber it all. I looked around the small cottage, I never understood why he spared me.
I woke to the sounds of screams , I raced out of my tiny hut grabbing my sabor and not sparing a second to put on shoes. He wore black everything was black except his silver mask. My breath hitched as he strikes down my best friend. I ran to her aid but was too late for he stabbed her . Her body fell to the ground limp. I cried as I charged at him but only to be thrown away . He looked at me, I wish he's show his face but he's a coward . He then walked up to me and grabbed my arm pulling me to my feet. I got his arm trying to pull away but it did nothing. He threw me into a tie fighter before getting in an began to take off. I rubbed my head were it made contact with the cold floor. Then I looked up and he was already coming my way. He grabbed me again I screamed trying to pull away. He put down the hatch to find a field with a cottage across the way. He pulled me towards the house shoving me inside.
" what do you want from me" I yelled facing him.
" undress" he ordered me. I stared at him blankly.
I held my chest. Then he raises his hands to him mask and takes it off. I looked at him with my mouth wide open.
BEN
He ignored my shocked face. I loved him, he killed everyone I cared about. It was him.
" undress" he said again in his normal voice.
I moved away from him only to be brought back when he raises his hand. I was now right in front of him.
He grabbed my waist tightly and kissed my neck . I pushed him but big was useless. Then he pulled the string to my robes. I tried to stopped his hands but it was already on the floor. He pried open my robes and let fall to the floor. I covered my chest as he looked down at my bare body. He hummed as he moved my hands to my sides.
" what he said. " I've seen you before"
My breath got shaky as he kissed my collar bone. Then he snaked his arms around my waist pressing me to him.
Then he picked me up and took me into a bedroom. He layed me on the bed and crawled over me and attacked my neck. I moaned at the feeling of him, he knew his effect on me. Then he went to his dark robes taking them off exposing himself. He pushed in me not letting me get comfortable.
When he was done he got dressed and hovered over my exposed body before kissing my forhead. He rubbed my bare back whispering
" I'll see you again. Soon" he then left me in the room alone. I soon sat up and wrapped myself in the sheets walking out of the room looking around. He was gone, not a sign he was here. I looked out and the ship was gone. He left me here. Alone. I got dressed and looked for any thing. I found food, extra clothes and books. He was keeping me here. Why?
I walked all around the planet I was on only to find nothing. NOTHING. Nothing but me. Why me.
He visited me at random. He always did the same thing . He had me sometimes more than once and left. He never talked to me more than he had to. Why did he do this?
Why did he kill our friends?
Why did he break my heart?
Why did I think he loved me?
I sat on the soft couch holding a cup of warm tea when a gush of wind came from out side banging open the shutters. I dropped my cup . He's here I thought. I walked to the now open door to find him walking towards me. I looked at him for a moment before turning around slamming the door in his face. He threw open the door and walked towards me. He grabbed my arm taking me in the direction of the bed room. Once we reached it he opened the door.
"No "I said shutting the door with my jedi powers. He turned back to me angry. I could feel it radiating off of him. My breath hitched as he held my arm tighter.
" no" I said again " you will not come here when ever you please, fuck me and leave with out telling me why" I yelled at him. He stood straighter and relaxed his hold on my arm. He let me go and took off his helmet.
" your my pize" he said as if it was nothing.
" what " I growled
" my teacher allowed me to have a prize for all I accomplished and I choose you" he said reaching for me.
" no , I'm just a prize you fuck when your feeling bored. You told me you loved me. Your a lier and a killer. " he shoved me into the first wall he could but he spoke.
" you think I lied , why do you think your alive. Your mine you've always been mine. And I can do what ever I want to you" he growled before ripping my robes. I wore undergarments , I was tired of him exposing me. He smiled down at the little clothes I wore. He glanced up at me before pressing his forhead to mine.
" I'm sorry . I'm a asshole, I left you on a planet all alone. I have to have you at arms length your mine. I did this for you. I wanted.to be the greatest jedi in the galaxy and I wanted our ch-." He spoke softly placing his large hand on my bare stomach.
" you've been trying to get me pregnet" I said shuttering.
" yes"
For the last 3 years he's visited and left all in the effort to get me pregnet.
He kissed my lips once before taking me to the bedroom and had me. I didn't fight. I still loved him even after everything. He stayed through the night and by morning my legs were so weak, it's never happened that many times .
I woke up to an empty bed. I sighed and rolled over, why did I expect him to stay. I got up and wrapped my self in our sheets and walked to the kitchen shaking. I stopped in my tracks when I found him in the kitchen. He wore only boxers as he cooked. I stared trying to figure out what was happening. He turned with a plate of food in his hands but stopped to find me.
" I thought you were still in bed" he said softly before setting down the plate on the table gesturingme to come and eat. I walked closer and sat down in front of him. He pulled out a fork and handed it to me. I began to eat the food he prepared surpised he knew how. He stood there watching me not looking away once.
Once I finished I looked at him with a what look.
" I've missed this" he said finally looking away. " miss waking up to you" he rubbed my hand before leaning forward and kissed me.
" you know i have to leave" he said glancing up at me. I only nodded knowing I couldn't make him stay.
He got up and went to bedroom and came back a few minutes later. Fully dressed with his helmet in hand.
I stood up and he walked to me and allowed him to pull me into a heart melting kiss.
" I'll come more regularly" he said before pouting on his mask and leaving. I stood at the door watching him leave. I gripped my sheets stopping the wind from blowing them away. I still didn't understand why I still loved him.
It's was a month later and I was freaking out. My belly was a little swollen and I haven't bleed yet. I knew i was with child and it's killing me. I can't be a parent not now. I can't raise one on my own.
I sat in my room looking for the losest robe to hide my bump. Then the sound of wild winds make me sweat. I pulled on a lose robe and ran to greet Ben. I stood at the door and watched the wind move his robes as he grew closer. Then he reached me and moved me inside. I sat down and watched him take off his mask before facing me. He smiled and kissed my lips tenderly.
" you alright you seem to be distracted " he said softly.
I sighed he'll find out. I know he will. So I take his hand and place it on my plump stomach. He looked frozen as he looked from me to my belly.
" your-" he couldn't even say the words.
" yes" I said breathless. He kissed my stomach before pulling me up. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders walking me to door.
" what's going on ?" I asked he stopped walking and turned to me.
" I'm taking my family home " he said before pulling me too his ship.
Home.
Family.
He wants this.
I want this.
