Psycho (Yoonmin)

7

Suga
"Another soda please." I ordered as I sat at the bar for a third night in a row, I never drank alcohol of any kind as I knew something could happen at any time and I wouldn't be able to do anything if I was even just a little tipsy. "Dude are you sure there isn't anyone I can call for you? Someone out there must be wondering where you are." The bartender asked and I just shook my head as he leaned against the bar. "Wondering where I am? Maybe, but they're not worried or anything. I'll go back when I'm ready." I told him and he got back to work when I felt my phone starting to ring, I pulled it out of my pocket and placed it in front of me before looking at it. Once I saw the caller ID I stood up and grabbed my jacket before leaving the club and answering it. "Hello?" I asked, the other end of the line was silent for a minute as I sat myself down in the car to drown out the music. "I'm sorry I nearly made you fail... thank you for getting the things from my apartment, and thanks for everything else... I'm useless at doing stuff like this, I'm not as badass as you guys and I'm definitely not cut out to be bait. I may as well not be here, I may as well be rotting in jail for what I did." The soft voice on the other end started to whimper as I just sat still in the car staring at the wheel. "Jimin... we didn't know he was going to drug you, it's not his usual way of luring his victims so he was trying something new that none of us could have seen. But we didn't know what he had used so when you didn't wake up the next morning we all got concerned because we're not exactly in the position to make hospital visits and such if someone needed medical tests or something. It's not your fault." I explained and I heard shuffling at the other end. "Where are you? RM said you left three days ago and haven't come back at all." I hummed in response, I looked out of the windscreen to stare at the same club I dropped Jimin off at. I wasn't going to tell him exactly where I was. "I just went to a club, for three nights in a row but I only drank soda because I drove around for the rest of the time in the car." He didn't say anything else so we just left the call ongoing in a comfortable silence, I started the car and I heard him sigh. "Jin has just got food ready so if you want any then now's the time to come back, they left a plate out for you just in case you want to." He finished before saying a quick goodbye and ending the call.

I continued to stare at the club for another minute or so before reaching behind me to pull my seatbelt on. "Home it is..." I breathed as I revved the car engine and reversed out of the parking space and started to head home, the drive wasn't too long but the silence seemed to make it go on forever until I pulled into the big driveway and got out of the car. I yawned as I opened the door and made my way through the building into the dining room where everyone sat and stared at me when I walked in. "Nice of you to finally show." RM stated bluntly as I rolled my eyes, I still didn't agree with how he rushed into things the way he did but I can get over it. I sat next to Jimin and nodded to him when Jungkook turned to face me. "What made you come back? We expected you to be gone at least a few more days like last time." I shrugged and made eye contact with Jimin before looking down at the food on my plate. "It's good to see that you're awake and okay in person." I muttered and Jimin nodded as I saw V raise an eyebrow, at first I didn't touch the food in front of me but I knew that if I didn't eat anything Jin would have killed me for coming back just to waste food so I forced the meal into my mouth while the others made small talk. "So... do you remember anything that happened to you after Jimin?" Hobi suddenly asked which made us all go silent, Jimin coughed nervously and rubbed his hands against the fabric on his jeans. "You don't have to answer that if you don't want to." V suddenly butted in which made me look at him in confusion.

I finished my food before standing up, "I'm going to my room, goodnight guys. Hope you're feeling less tired tomorrow Jimin." I turned on my heels and started to walk up the stairs towards my room as I started to hear muttering again and then another scraping chair. I thought nothing of it until I felt a small tap on my shoulder so I turned around to be met with V as he suddenly dragged me into his room and shut the door behind it. "V what the hell?! I just want to go to sleep." I groaned before he put his finger to his lips and looked as if he was contemplating something. "I'm telling you this because you're the one that brought him back but when Jimin woke up he started screaming because he thought the guy actually raped him. He was hysterical. Seems as your room is right next to his I want you to look out for him. He means a lot to all of us as a newbie so we want to protect him as much as possible so could you please help us out? You may have this cold 'I don't give a fuck' facade going on but I can see right through it. You care too and it's not just about him causing you to fail that one mission so he has to stay alive, you actually care about him as a person. And us. You care about us. That's why you went off on RM about his ways of sending people out to missions. To protect people like Jimin and the rest of us." He ranted as I listened, he had a point. I don't like admitting it but he did so I just nodded and shrugged before leaving to go to my room. Once I got there I closed the door behind me and shoved all my dirty clothes onto the floor before climbing into my bed. I turned the lamp off which was beside my bed and stared at the ceiling before my eyes started to become heavy and I felt myself drifting into a deep sleep.