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Winters outfit
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Marthas outfit
It was now around 9:10pm and all of us girls just finished getting ready. There were so many people here it isn't even funny. Random drunk people were talking to me and guys trying to flirt it made me very uncomfortable. I felt someone grab my waist and spin me around and it was the guy I wanted to see. Jake. I love Jake he's just such a nice genuine person he makes me happy. Alissa hates him and I don't know why because I'm happy with him so she should be happy if I'm happy. I grabbed Jakes face and kissed him passionately. He pulled away "not in public babygirl" he whispers in my ear walking off. Why didn't he want me to kiss him in public? Am I embarrassing him? All these thoughts filled my head but I just shook it off and walked around to the backyard.
The clout house was massive I've been here about a hundred times and I always got lost. All of us girls had our own rooms which was nice. 2 hours later.. People were still dancing and drinking I had a bit to drink I was tipsy but definitely wasn't drunk. Alissa and banks are so cute they just make me so happy why can't Jake and I be like that? I haven't really seen the other girls, if I did they would be with guys or with people I didn't know so I was just walking and talking.
30 minuets later "Hey sorry I'm going to go find my boyfriend" I say yelling to this random girl I've never met before. She just nodded and I started making my way around the house not seeing him anywhere. I started opening doors and walking into people making out and it was really awkward.
"Jake?" I yelled opening a door "oh shit I'm so sorry-" this couple look up at me with angry looks on there faces. "JAKE WHAT THE FUCK" I yell on the top on my lungs pushing this random bitch off of him. "Babygirl what are you doing?" He says smiling. The girl just laughed who looked about 12. I clenched my jaw and tightened my fists and I punched her in the nose "GET THE FUCK OUT" I yell even louder. She runs out of the room holding her nose. "Well that was a bit much don't ya reckon" Jake spits out. I look at him with absolute disgust. I held back the tears and just slapped him in the face. I turned around and ran out of the room letting the tears fall. I hid my face so no one would see me. I sprinted past all the drunk people dancing on each other up to my room. I slammed the door and jumped on the bed crying I dug my head into my pillow gripping it as hard as I could trying to get the sight of my boyfriend cheating on me out of my head. I hear the door open and I look up. A tall light skinned boy and a brown skinned girl with her legs wrapped around him and her on his waist making out. "Excuse me this room is being used can you please go fuck somewhere else" I say throwing my pillow at them. He puts her down and she rubs her mouth and fixing her clothes "I am so sorry" the girls gives me a innocent look. "It's fine just take it somewhere else" I say laying back down turning my back against them and facing the wall. I was so hurt and I could feel my heart breaking. Why did this have to happen? Wasn't I enough for him?
