the triggers took the wind right out of my breath.
pieces of my soul regret everything that we both left.
anxiety fills my brain, seeping into my dreams.
turning them into nightmares.
all because in the past, we just should have stayed friends.
gave it more time.
girl you know i tried, but it was not enough.
both of our hearts breaking was not enough.
i can't cry over it anymore. there's no tears left.
as thanksgiving approaches, i think about where we was when i was with you vs. us not being around each other anymore.
i know you are not the same person you used to be.
idk how much you have changed.
but i do hope it's for the better.
and the girl you lay next to loves you right.
because there's no real love in the wild.
