Mr. Gilinsky

Chapter One

p.o.v: mr. gilinsky

i see her walking down the hall, her long pink hair, sparkling brown and green eyes, and beanie. i know i shouldn't be having these thoughts but i am truly in love with her and i want her. and when i want something, i take it. she sees me, and winks. when i look at her, it's like it is only us in the room. i wish i could do as i fantasize of. picking her up and forcefully lay her on my bed... but as you know, i can't do that. she's only 17, i'm 24, and i am her teacher. i know this is wrong but it feels so right.

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lauren's p.o.v:

you probably have questions running through your minds like, "how does mr. gilinsky know her?" or "how does she know that mr. gilinsky smokes pot?" well let me all explain.

i have an older brother you see named Jonsey, well Jonas but that's what everyone called him. Jonsey is 7 years older than me and has been friends with Jack, i mean Mr. Gilinsky for ever. jonsey and jack would always smoke weed when my parents were gone and when jonsey would leave, jack would invite me in and let me smoke with him. best. feeling. ever.

i have always had a little crush on him since i was little but now since i am older it's harder and harder for my emotions to be tamed. sometimes i can't decide whether to go for it in secret or to just forget about it. i understand that i am "too young" but i am going for it! when you love someone you pursue it, not give up.