Where is Jesus?

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A sensitive topic is referenced in this Chapter.Read with caution.You have been warned.Promise the nwxt chapter will be happy!! Xxxx

Conor's Pov:
Keane told the boys - the news of you could even call it that.
To say Sean was angry is an understatement.
He was hurt that I - we could just forget about them so easily.As if they disappeared of the face of the earth.
I felt bad.But I had Y/N on my mind nobody else these past 4 days.
Saying it like that leaving them abandoned with out a single word for 4 days must have been living hell- but I can tell you it wasn't much better here, by her side.

I haven't eaten.
Slept.
Drank a drop of water
Showered
Brushed my hair in days since the accident.
I can't bring myself to leave her- I wanna be here the second her beautiful eyes flutter open to see the world and her awaiting Prince Charming-me.

Keane is holding up- just about.His eyes are zswollen and red he does this deep breathing trying to contain his Tsunami of emotions hitting like waves again and again but with no break in between.

We are hormonal teenage boys capable of smashing in someone's face any second - if they so much as DARE ignore my pleas and constant questions about Y/N.

On second thought they'll be releaved if she wakes up-I'll be gone- the constant nag day and night no matter how small my question is - I will get my answers.
Even if it means screaming down the place-I have done that already.

Keane has been my rock.Keeping me going.Sean I shut him out- there goes our "incredible bro bond" as Xpose the show called it.
Haha that feels like a breeze and this a storm.

Where is Jesus?I have been thinking.I have been silently and loudly pleading with Jesus- the Lord-
our Saviour to help her.
To let her live and be my bride one day.
None of my prayers have been answered so far. I feel a little deflated to say the least but I will not give up hopd on my Princess.

To all you reading this-It all probably sounds cliche and overrated.I once was the same, until this happened to my Queen that is Y/N.

Keane leaves to go get some water- he like always asks me if I want anything.
It's always the same reply.

"No.",in such a soft lower whisper as if I'll speak any louder I would break down.

I think-I know I have completely broken already.
To think she can still hear me and I'm like this- what will happen if she dies?Departs fpr good- destined for Heaven- never to return?

*READ WITH CAUTION.*MATURE READERS ADVISED-dno if I needed to say this but I have incase someone gets upset.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

I take this as my opportunity seen as we are alone and in private to tell her something that has been eating away at me for the longest 4 days of my life.

Y/N.I love you with all my heart.I truly truly do. But I can't go on like this for much longer.I've completely broken Y/N.Keane doesn't know what to do with me anymore.I need you Y/N.cos if you died I don't think another breathe on this planet would be worth taking if I didnt get to see you ever again.

If you are out.then I'm out too.Dont worry about Sean he can find another brother to love just the same just as easy.
Y/N if you die too- I will be dying inside out- my heart will be broken.Please Y/N.Please.
Life hasnt been the same since you fell.
Y/N if you are out.Then fuck this-I'm out too.I trail off tears exploding from my eyes my whole body shaking.

One loud beeep sounds the room thundering the earth with it.My heart stops beating my breathe hitches s I glance at the machine.
Is this bad? Where's the Doctors?
I think everything slowing right down around me as my mind gallops like a Racehorse on the track going for the Prize.

*END OF MATURE CONTENT.*
Suddenly I feel the faintest squeeze on my hand.Her hand.Her.Y/N!
She squeezes again!
Y/N I exclaim joy gushing through me as I smile widely.
Open you eyes! Open them! I encourage.
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Her beautiful eyes flutter open for a second before sharply squeezing shut being blinded by the lights.

I kiss her on the cheek.

BABE! BEAUTIFUL! PRINCESS! I yell jumping up and down with joy and relief.

KEANE!! I yell he bursts in.

SHE'S ALIVE! SHE'S AWAKE!
He runs in his face reading shock before it swiftly turns to JOY.

Y/N.
Keane come here she says smiley a little- she's no energy to move much.
She hugs him- I feel hurt.

You are gonna be dead when I get outta here she says giggling.

She turns to me..
Her eyes hold pain.

You never kissed me.She softly whispers.The truth hits me like a kick to the* you know what*.

I did Y/N i say.
Keane steps back his eyes showing sadness mixed with joy hearing us serious talking- the second she wakes up practically.

NO.NO.YOU DIDNT she cries out holding her face in her hands as she sobs.
No you kissed my hanc and cheekNEVER my lips.What is wrong with me Conor? Just because I'm sick doesn't mean you cant she trails off.

Y/N i didnt want to come across as taking advantage cos I didnt know if you wanted to or not I trail off mentally kicking myself multiple times.

I screamed and screamed for you to kiss me.You never did she says hurt evident in her voice.

"I....I.. I ..." I couldnt speak.Shock and Anger tore the ability to speak right out of me.

Look Y/N he didnt want to kiss you cos he thinks you wanna break up with him.Keane declares stunning Y/N completetly.
Why do u think that?Think I blame you?She asked in disbelief.

My foot slipped Conor.You couldn't be the blame if you tried.

I nod.A tear falling still.
Can I kiss you now-I ask looking at her eyes.Getting lost in them.In their beauty.

YESSS! She exclaims next thing I know my lips are smashed against hers- in a hungry - deep passionate kiss that I didnt realize my body had been soo longing for.So longing to do.I asked for access by licking her bottom lip- she obliged smiling into the kiss.

I explored every inch of her mouth- and before you ask *our breathes are fresh*- too all those out there who were just going ewwwww romantic with bad breathe syndrome.

Chuckles.
I trail my hand down her side she lets out a moan.Her eyes widen.
Keane's gone.to make some calls he said all akwardly as soon as our kiss got heated-which was almost instant.

Y/N'S POV:

AS soon as his lips touched mine my body went into sheer and utter bliss.
Fireworks erupted in my stomach.I felt safe in his embrace.

It was bliss nothing less than perfect.
His hand trailed down my side-tickling me.I let out a moan shocking the both of us-I went bright red.
Thankfully Keane had made himself scarce.

You know Y/N I would love to take you-take everything this minute this second right here.

She pulls away giggling her face completetly red.
Haven't you forgotten- I'm hooked up she says in a duh tone laughing actually laughing at my hormonal episode.What?! You shup-it's the story!
Anyways...
I let out a groan in annoyance as my hand feels dangerously high up on the inside of her thigh.

#7th out of 1.2k reads! AHHHH! CAN'T BELIEVE IT I AM SO EXCITED.DELIGHTED.😁😁😂😍😍








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