Pills.
The only thing that can get me through a day.
Mood stabilizers seem to be my life, never can I escape the hold they have on me.
Am I too reliant?
I want to love you but my PTSD and my pills stand between us.
I need to love you, I want to love you.
But these pills turn off my emotions.
My PTSD doesn't let me feel, a defense mechanism my body has created as an attempt to protect myself from any more hurt.
The question I have to ask myself is am I willing to risk heartbreak for you?
They say when your in love with someone you would do anything for them. So when I am finally able to answer this question with a yes, does that mean I am in love with you?
YOU ARE READING
REALITY
PoetryPoetry for those few souls that long for realness our world lacks Written not for reads but a place where I can write my feelings so I can attempt understand them myself. ••• To the boy that changed me. Heartbreak or not, you will live on in my burn...
