Ok well my name really is billie but. Sorry I lied, I was just afraid people would make fun of me for having a boys name.
Well on to the story....
Do you ever feel like no one is there for you. That you have to scream,cry and yell to take the pain away.
That's me evreyday. Wondering if I have impressed someone enough to like me. Am I enough, no!I guess I don't try hard .
I couldn't go one day without getting yelled at. It's like if I do one thing it is automatically wrong.
Sure I have a therapist but I'm to afraid to tell her some of this. I mean I don't know how she would react. She would probably tell my parent. And then they would dicide to listen to me. But it feels like they put so much fucking pressure on me. I know I'm rude to my sister and I feel really bad taking me feelings out on dosent make me feel better.
But then all of a sudden I realized.....
Say people are dumb
Dosent make me smarter
Calling somebody ugly
Dosent make me any prettier
And lastly making her feel bad about herself didnt make me feel any better.
I dont purposely make her feel bad I truly do love her and if she reads this I'm sorry thati make your life bad. You probably hate me for how we treat each other I just want to let you know I love you your my best friend for life and i would hate to lose you and I'm very thankful for you.
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Ocean Eyes
FanfictionI'm a huge fan of billie eilish. This is my first story so if there is anything bad about it please positively give me advice on how to make the story better.
