Hans ke, kyu tor diye waade

Part 16

**Do read the authors note at the end... it is important**

Juhi opened the door only to greet her husband Neil...

J- agye aap?
(You came back?)

N- nhi abhi toh kai raaste mae hi hn... kya juhi yh sab time pass mat karo.. bawli? Bawli aagyi na? Milna hai mujhe usse...
(To juhi)- tum yh packets pakro mai bawli se milkar aata hn..!
(No I am currently on the way... cant you see I am back... pls dont time pass this way... and tell me where is bawli?! She has come na?
To juhi- you hold these packets I'll go and meet her...)

And he entered the house in excitement...

J- arrey par Neil in packets mae kya hai?!
(But Neil what is there in these packets?!)

N- khud dekh lona pls... mai bawli se milkar aaya!!
(You check it out for yourself na.. I am going to meet bawli...)

And he hurriedly went to the balcony where he saw her standing.... Her back was facing him and she was leaning on the railing.... Her long tresses were blowing backwards with the breeze blowing pleasantly...
He went close to her... and now her hair touched his face.. he closed his eyes to feel them... and then slowly he put his hand around her neck.... and back hugged her...
Now he slowly went near her ears and whispered at the same time she closed her eyes...

N(whispered)- kaunsa shampoo lagati ho?! Bht achi khushboo hai..
(Which shampoo do you use? It smells really nice...)

Avni who was shocked moved out of the hug.. and looked at him..
Realisation struck her that what she had been thinking all this while...

A(thinking)- mai yh kya sochne lagi?! Neil juhi ke hai! Meri behen ke pati hai woh! Maine aisa soch bhi kaise liya? Neil ko kya wajah du khud se door rhne ki? Kya bolu unhe? Bachpan se hi hum itne nazdeek hai ek dusre ke...
(What did I just think of? Neil belongs to Juhi! He is my sisters husband... How could I even think of him that way!! And I have no reason to ask him to stay away from me... what should I possibly tell him... since childhood we are so close to each other...)

And her chain of thoughts were brokem by Neil...

N- kahan kho gyi? Us din smjhaya tha na... ki meri bawli kahin khoni nhi chahiye...
(Where did you get lost? I had tpld you that day na that my bawli shouldnt get lost...)

A- khoi nhi hun bas raasta bhatak gyi hn.. kuch waqt chahti hn.... apni raah khud bana lungi...
(No I am not lost forever.. Its just that I lost track..  I will create a new path for myslef soon..)

N- hein? Yh kya bol rhi ho? Tmhari baatein mere sar ke upar se ja rhi hai.... bohot deep baatein krne laggi hai yh nanhi si jaan... mujhe na woh...
(What are you saying? Your words are going over my head... you have started speaking such deep words...  you know what I like that....)

A- sharate krne waali avni psnd h? Lekin Neil aaj nhi toh kal humne barha hona hi tha na... kabhi na kabhi har insaan badal hi jaata hai... kuch logon ko waqt badal deta hai aur kuch ko haalaat... hum ab apna bachpana chod aaye hai waqt ke saath... aakhair kab tak hum yuhn rhte... zindagi ka mazak bana kar... isliey ab hum serious h... apne aapko lekar... apne faisle ko lekar... aur apni zindagi ko lekar...
I hope ki aapko meri baatein dil par chubhi nhi hogi.. lekin aaj humein laga ki aap ko yh bata dena zaroori tha...apna haal-e-dil bayan krna zaroori tha...
(You like that naughty Avni? But Neil if not today then atleast tomorrow I had to grow up na? Every person changes one time or the other.... Time changes certain people while the reast are influenced by situations... Now I have left back my kiddishness with time... as it is for how long could I have been playing with my life this way... Now I am pretty serious regarding myself... my decisions and my life... I hope my words didnt hurt you... But today I felt that it was imp for me to tell you the state of my heart...)

And she moved away... while Neil stood trying to register what happened...

N- bawli ke yeh maturity waale roop mae har baar ek alag nikhaar dekh raha hun... har baar ek alag Avni nazar aarhi hai mujhe... najaane itne saloon ke baad bhi kitna usse abhi smjhna baaki hai... aaj se phle toh mai yahi sochta aaya tha ki mujhse behat meri bawli ko koi nhi jaanti par shayad usse smjhne mae mujhe bhi arsa lag jayega....
(Everytime I speak to bawli.. i find a new matured version of hers... Dunno how but after so many years I am left to know her... before today I always felt that no one knows her better than me... But I guess theres a long way to go for me too to understand her...)

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India...

Manish(neils father)- kya batau ab mai... avni ki bht yaad arhi hai... Neil aur Juhi ke jaane par bhi mujhe itna zyada nhi laga tha jitna avni ke chale jaane par mehsoos ho rha hai.... Bhalle hi avni ab woh hassi mazak krne waale... halla gulla karne waali nhi rahi thi lekin uski chuppi mae bhi ek alag hi raunak thi... bohot mehsoos ho rhi hai mujhe uski kammi!! Bohot yaad aarhi hai apni bachi ki..
(What should I say now... I am missing avni so much... I didnt miss neil or juhi also this way... though avni aint the same chirpy avni she was before.. she had become really silent... But her sielnce also meant alot!! I am missing my daughter so much...)

D- haan Manish sach... bohot sannata cha gya hai...(concerned) mera toh dil chah raha hai ki wo waapas aajaye....
(Yes Manish you are right.. Its so silent without her... (concerned) I wish that she comes back soon...)

Idk whether Avneil meeting is good or not.. People forgive me if ain't good..I have tried to bring out both their feelings...
Guys I have made a trailer for the boom Bin Roye Aansu.. in rikara version... So if anyone interested you can watch it...
People I am trying to give so many updates.. that too back to back... and the sole reason was I wanted to end it before my exams... but I dont find any hope to complete it before my exams... So this is the last update you guys are getting...
This book is on hold... I hope that when I return you people will join me with the same enthusiasm..... Guys dont fret I will surely come back to give this book of mine a proper end that is deserves... Also I hope you all wont loose interest... If I get any free time or get bored of my texts I will give an update...🤗🤗🤗

Good Bye People!!

(And silent readers.. If you guys plan to come out.. do vote for my book😅😝😝😝)

Saru...❤❤

Also here's the trailer of Bin Roye Aansu.. It will give you a rough idea about what the story is.. though most of you already have.. watch it only if you wish to😄🤗🤗

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