*on the way to Lucy's max was scared he could see the cuts all over Lucy and he had a hint what Lucy wanted them to do*
M: Lucy please tell me
L: we are here
M: Lucy we aren't hurting ourselves
L: max why
M: I never wanna go back to that
L: but your my best friend
M: fine...
L: take this glass to my bedroom I'll be up soon
M: ok
Lp: Lucy you two are home early
L: we got let home we had to study for a big test
Lp: oh ok sweetie you go upstairs and study
L: don't worry I will
M: do we need to do this
L: yes, I'll do you then you do me
M: ok
*Lucy places glass on Max's arm*
L: ready
M: nothing I haven't done before
*Lucy drags the knife across his wrist*
L: my shot
M: ok this might hurt
*max does the same to lucy and she smiles*
L: we can do more tomorrow I wanna sleep can u stay in here
M: sure
*max lies in bed and Lucy cuddles next to him*
L: you really are the best
M: I know
'Max's thoughts: what the fuck have I done. Max's brain: you piece of shit you just cut your crush. Max's thoughts: I'm sorry'
*days have past and max and Lucy have been cutting everyday max does want to but he doesn't want to lose his best friend and crush**guys this story will get worse just a warning peaceee✌❤*