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The One With The Nightclub Incident

The dinner with Taehyung lasted for an hour and a half , because he had to rush to the company for some last minute photography work . But I remember feeling so excited talking to someone after for so long, and not to forget taehyung is such a good looking person who's also a Huge Flirt ! I felt like I won the lottery ! But yeah , coming back to the topic I feel like there's an opportunity for us to grow closer in the future and I anticipate it very very much .

I woke up to a beautiful Saturday morning, ate my mum's cooking for breakfast before my morning run and then when I get back I just had to face and process the most devastating news ever

First my company will be sold to another firm .. Second, another shocking news that made me nearly jump off my bedroom window to commit suicide

"I arranged you on a blind date with someone that could save you and your father's company "

"What?!"

I stood up in disbelief.. how could she make all of these decisions herself without consulting me first ? Mum stood up and held my shoulders , pleading and hoping that I'd agree to her plans and decisions.

"Shujin-ah please ? It's for our family.. Your late father .. the company , everything .. please ?" Mum was at the verge of crying at that point , and I'm starting to feel really guilty looking at her pleading this way.. I sighed and decided to give in ... either way she's my mother and if this marriage thing can actually save and keep the company then I'll take the risk and just do it ..

"Ugh when is the date?"

Her lips stretched into a happy joyful smile and mum squeals excitedly

"Tomorrow ! A reservation has been made by his family at this popular 5 star restaurant in the centre point of Seoul for the both of you ! " She started walking while holding my sides , I walk alongside my mother listening to the plan but my mind zoned out thinking about my future now ..

I imagined myself being a housewife , dropping my company to raise kids , hands and legs busy cleaning the house , gained weight while caring for my husband and kids .. I mentally screamed at the vision , I shake my head trying to eliminate the visuals ..

Well I could say this isn't my first blind date experience . 3 years of blind dates experience has made me traumatised with the men existing today .. It's either they're good looking but has a nasty attitude and personality or it's the opposite, vice versa .. Either way those are the types of guys that I would rather stay away from because they're not "future husband" material ..

Most of my friends from college has settled in , enjoying life , travelling and having kids , being treated well by their husbands .. I sighed because I know this blind date is indeed my final blind date .. I'm meeting this man that's gonna save the company and I'll end up being his wife , whether I like it or not..

Let's just manifest that this guy is not a jerk , has a kind heart and can love me , takes good care of me and the company together.. I laid on my bed and turned my body to face my nightstand , where a picture frame of me and my parents can be seen .. I smiled to myself seeing my dad's face ..

"Don't worry dad .. I'll save your company ... our company .." I touched the frame , fingers grazing on his face .. a tear drop from my eye ... God I miss him so much .. anything for you my hero ..

But right now I am wrecked inside , I grabbed my phone and dialled a number ..

"Hey , do you want to go drink with me tonight ?"

Hours passed and I got ready to hit the nightclub because I wanted to just drink my problems away . I parked my car and entered the club , music blasting my eardrums ever so loudly , the last time I was here was when my friends threw me the biggest birthday ever when I hit 22 years old . I walked and greeted my girlfriends .. they aren't my close friends but I find myself engaging with them when I needed connection , or to just forget about my world and reality ..