Silver's POV
What the fuck just happened? Oh my god we did not fucking do that. Jayy's arms were snaked around my waist. He was snoring, and mumbling things I couldn't understand. I was completely naked. That could only mean one thing. My face flushed as I remembered the great, yet bad details of what had happened yesterday.
Flash back yo
Jayy started sucking on my neck, causing me to let out a moan. He chuckled, biting down hard on my neck. I've never had sex that I enjoyed, but this, this was amazing. Jayy was finding my spots without effort and was making me feel so amazing.
His hand soon found its was to my panties and pulled them off, leaving me fully exposed. Jayy took this chance while I was looking to the side and slid himself in me. I groaned at the sudden penetration. He grunted and thrusted a little faster. Jayy was bigger than any other guy I've slept with, which would only be two other people, and it took me a minute to adjust. After he found a steady paste, I started to roll my hips in sync with his. I threw my head back in pleasure. "Oh Jayy.." I moaned, running my fingers through his hair.
"Moan my name louder." Jayy growled in my ear seductively. He began to slam into me with no mercy, causing me so spread my legs wider, and arching my back. "Moan it!" He grunted.
"Jayy!!" I screamed as I came.
Flash back over yo
That's all I seemed to remember. I looked at the sleeping Jayy and back at the clock. It's only 7:00 in the morning. I'm going back to sleep, I thought to myself. I got up first to go to the bathroom. Once I was done, I looked at the bed and noticed Jayy was gone.. I felt hurt. He fucked me, then left. I dragged myself to the bed and realized how cold I was without Jayy's arms around me.
"Jayy, you had sex with her!" I heard yelling coming from outside the room. Then I heard something shatter. I flinched, and covered myself up, curling up in a ball. A tear escaped from my eye, then a whimper, but there was way to much commotion going on for anyone to be able to hear me.
"I told you I would. You know it meant nothing! She's my slave. My fucking slave god damnit Daniel!" Jayy screamed. I knew it meant nothing , I thought to myself. I closed my eyes, trying to sleep. Trying to think of this as another dream that Jayy is making me have. But no mater how hard I try, I know this will never be a dream. This is reality, and there's no escaping it.
3 hours later~
I awoke again, with someones arms wrapped around me. I rolled over to see Jayy, wide awake just staring at me. I looked at the bed, because I knew if I looked him in the eye, the tears would just start pouring.
"Morning, Mist." Jayy said, a smirk plastered on his face. I didn't say anything. I didn't want to speak to him. I wanted him out of my life. I just wanted to be home. I mean nothing to him and I never will. Dahvie is the only one who cares about me. Why does Jayy have to make me feel like shit all the time. I shouldn't have let him have sex with me.
"Breakfast." I heard Dahvie say. I smiled, thinking about Dahvie. He always made me smile and giggle. He was the fun one. Jayy on the other hand was the dark one. I always knew he was dark.. But now that I've been living with them, I've seen the more dark side and sexy side to him. He's an ass is basically what I'm trying to say.
"Mist, why won't you look at me?" Jayy asked, a hint of hurt in his voice. Or was that annoyance. I don't fucking know. Jayy grabbed my chin and lifted my face making me look him in the eye. "What did I do?" He asked. I snorted, not purposely, but I did.
"The question should be what didn't you do." I got up from the bed and into the kitchen. Dahvie had already set the plates. They contained eggs and sausage. I smiled at the smell of food. I ate quietly until Jayy came out of his room. His hair was all ruffled. He looked so hot, and kissable. No, Mist don't think like that.
After I finished eating Jayy called me in his room. I walked in there with my arms crossed. "What the fuck is with your attitude? Time of the month?" He spat. I looked at him and rolled my eyes. What a fucking dick.
"No. I heard yours and Daniel's conversation. You're a dick, you know that?" I said, gritting my teeth. Jayy's expression went to listening to I'ma kill you.
"Listen, you better stop being a snoop, it'll only get you hurt." He said. Tears escaped from the rims of my eyes as I dropped to the floor, sobbing. "Mist please don-"
"Fuck off. It meant nothing. You were the only person who made me feel good up until now. Why don't you just let me go and fucking stay with Daniel!" I screamed, feeling Jayy's hands lift me up onto the bed. He crashed his lips to mine, licking my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I granted it, even though I was still fucking furious. I moaned as our tongues fought, his winning. I ran my fingers through his hair, feeling adrenaline pump through my veins. I was so pissed, yet so turned on, I just couldn't resist.
Jayy pulled away and began attcking my neck. I moaned until I felt his teeth sink into me. I screamed, but then it turned into a moan. "Oh my god." I moaned, pushing my self onto him.
"No." Jayy said, pushing us over again so he was ontop. I groaned, but soon moaned as I felt him slip his hand into my panties. He insterted a finger in me, thrusting fast. After a while of that, he undressed himself and inserted his dick in me. I groaned, still not very used to his size. Once I reached my climax, Jayy pulled out.
"Why do you do this to me? You play this game, you know? Where you sit here and make me feel worth something, and then make me feel like shit. I can't take it anymore. Just stop."
"I love you." Jayy blurted out, kissing me again.
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