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Will fight together, as a family

                  *Jacks pov*
     "Jack, I've seen this before, And I think I already know what it could be" The doctor says will a disappointed look on his face, "I don't want to say anything to make you scared yet so I want to run some tests first, but can I talk to a parent or guardian or just someone like a big brother or sister to you" he says and I look at Jonah who stands up and follows the doctor out, When Jonah comes back in the room he has a blank expression on his face, he hugs me before sitting down again...
   After awhile the doctor comes back with a tiny little needle and a scalpel, "I want to remove a tiny peice of it foe testing" he says, "Im gonna clean the area and then num it" I nod and he sticks a cool patch under my eye followed by a needle, then he lets it sit for awhile and then grabs his scalpel  and cut a small part of the mark off.. "I'll be back in a little with the results" he says and we all nod... The rest of the time we spent in silence, Jonah texting Landon, Corbyn and Daniel cuddling, and me thinking about my baby whos sitting on a plane worrying about me right now...
   The doctor comes back in with files, "The test results were not completely clear and I will be sending them away but I have a 58% chance that this is what it is" he says and with that sentence I knew it was bad, Corbyn and Daniel came and put one hand on my back along with Jonah, "Jack, there's a 58% chance that you have whats called Basal Cell Cancer" I didn't know how to feel, the boys wraped me in hugs but I say there frozen... Jonah and the doctor kept talking to each other but I stayed there in corbyn and Daniels arms, wishing Zach was there... Wishing this wasn't happening.. Wishing I didn't have such bad luck... Wishing my wishes would come true. 

 

      A few hours later we were all sitting on the couch and I face time Zach connecting it to the TV to we all can see him and he can see all of us, "Baby" I say softly, "Jacky,  tell me what the doctor said... please" He says, "I have a 58% Chance of having Basal Cell Cancer" I say, and He breaks down causing me to break down to, Jonah explains what it means and we all talk and calm...  "Were gonna get through this Jack" Daniel says, "Were gonna fight together...  As a family...  we're gonna get you through this no matter how much it takes.. cause we love you.....

HEY PEEPS, sorry if this made you sad, I cried and I'm still crying, I love you all so much and I hope you like my double update today💜

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