I KNOW BUT I DON'T

I know but I don't, at the same time.
I know how the situation between us is getting worse. But I don't know why.
I know that even my unintentional actions appear intentional these days. But I don't know why ain't you trying to figure out the reasons behind my actions.
I know you get annoyed at the silly mistakes. But I don't know why all my mistakes seem silly these days.
I know everything has some or the other thing about which you get a chance to shout at me. But I don't know why don't you see that not everytime it's me who has done that.
I know you've started finding a similarity between me and all the stupid people you know. But I don't know why this is happening these days.
I know something is revolving inside your mind. But I don't know what's that thing which is making you mad inside.
I know you love me. But I don't know why your scoldings have no love anymore.
I know we talk like we used to for a very small time these days. But I don't know why that small time has started becoming even smaller and smaller.
I know you've started pointing me out at my every mistake. But I don't know if you're noticing everything or just nothing.
I know it's not my mistake sometimes when you scold me. But I don't know whether saying this concludes that I'm questioning on you.
I know you very well. But I don't know the reason behind your behaviour.
I know some part of the things which are making you annoyed at everything includes me. But I don't know how to say all those to you.
I know that everything feels like handful of sand. But I don't know whether to hold tight or let it go slowly.
I know everything has become so confusing these days. But I don't know when these days of confusion would come to end.
I know everytime you see me these days, you get annoyed seeing something or the other. But I don't know how to distance myself from you.
I know everything seems so clumsy between us these days. But I don't know how to make it normal.
I know you're worried about the stupid-me. But I don't know that how to remind you, you're the only one who can turn my stupidity into wisdom.
I know you judge me for the things I do and I even forced you to do it when you didn't judge at times. But I don't know why the way of your judging has taken a worse face these days.
I know my these words will never reach you. But I don't know why I'm not able to express anything to you these days.
I know we share a great bond. But I don't know where this bond has got dirt from.
I know you're working so hard for everything including me. But I don't know why my well-wisher side has got invisible to you.
I know these situations will become good soon. But I don't know when would this 'soon' come.
I know everything takes time. But I don't know if only my clock is running too slow.
I know everything gets worse to its extreme and heals back then. But I don't know whether it's the healing period or the time towards extreme.
I know everything has got so messed up in our lives. But I don't know when our lives developed that separation line.
I know everything will become good through hopes. But I don't know if there's any hope from your side or not.
I know I'll get my answers. But I don't know when and from whom.
I know a few but I don't know a lot.
Yes, I know but I don't.

~Miss V